Sometimes, it hurts to just be in someone's presence, especially if you and that person had a bond in the past. Even though you didn't have much to call it a proper relationship, of any kind, it still hurts like hell when they ignore you. It is even worse when you have been looking for that kind of a relationship for a long time, and you start blame yourself for even believing that you could be something more than just acquaintances.
We need to accept that some things will not change, like groupism between like-minded people, or the fact that once people have found their comfort zone, it is extremely hard to get them out of it. It is nobody's fault, it is natural human tendency, but it still hurts, even though you know you are prone to do the same thing to someone else.
It is hard to get over someone you were in a relationship with, but it might just be harder to get over someone you could have had a relationship with, and I'm not talking about one type of relationship in particular, just relationships in general.
The only thing you can do at the moment is force yourself forward, even if you see them everyday. Force your way around, as though there was never something to feel hurt about to even begin with. Force yourself to carry your head held high, even if tears are blinding your sight. That is the only way this cruel world would not take you for granted.
Push your way around, force yourself to stand up. "If it does not matter in five years, don't waste more than five minutes crying about it," was something I read. I believe its about the severity, but I agree things should not last for more than 5 months if they would not matter in five years.
Breathe.
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"Shower Thoughts"
RandomA book filled with happy, sad, depressed, frustrated and ecstastic thoughts that randomly come to me, even outside showers (lol 😂). Hoping to relieve people from stress by helping them string words together. Hoping to help someone struggling with a...
