Finally...

Chapter 1

Louis POV:
So today is the first day of high school. Yay! (Note the sarcasm). Ever since grade 6 I have been getting verbally and physically bullied.

I would get called 'Fag' 'Stupid retarded pig' and some other horrible names by everyone, and I mean EVERYONE, and after school I would get beat up by the bully's named, Nick Grimshaw, Eddie Mylo, and Joe Cardin .
At home it's worse, my mum died when I was 7, and my dad would blame it all on me, ever since she died my dad would always yell at me and beat me, one time he threw me outside and left me to stay out there for a whole week straight.

All I know is that he hates me, and I ALSO hate me.
I get bullied because of the way I look, and I'm gay. My bully's call me 'Anorexic' because I'm "too" skinny. It's because I want I be skinny, I feel to fat, I don't want to look like.. the way I do.

And another thing, I also.. I uh- cut, like a lot, more than you can imagine, I wear long sleeves everyday because I don't want anyone to see my cuts. Not that anybody would care anyway, but I'm sure th-

My thoughts were cut off by the front door slamming, I instantly knew it was my dad leaving for work. He never drives me to school, so I call my best friend Zayn and ask him to come pick me up or else I just walk, but I decided to call him, he's the only person I have, nobody else wants to be my friend.

*ring* *ring* *ring* he answers,
"Hey zayn can you come pick me up after your done getting ready?"

"Yah, Sure mate"

"Thanks, I'll let you go now"

"Ok see ya later"

"See ya"

So as I was finished talking to Zayn, I got up from my bed and took a quick shower, now that my dad was gone. My dad never let's me take showers, he always says 'No, you don't deserve it, you dirty little shit'. That's why I never take showers.

When I was done taking my shower, I wrapped my towel around my waist and went to my dresser and got a long sleeved grey sweatshirt and a pair of black skinny jeans and some black TOMS. I put them on and ruffled my hair to the side, it's like a little fringe, but I didn't care, I'm not perfect.

I grabbed my phone from my bed, and went downstairs. Zayn was at my doorstep about to knock, but I swung the door open and he looked frightened,
"Holy shit, mate, you scared the hell out of me!"
He said quite scared but calmed down "Haha, sorry mate, won't happen again"
I chuckled, "Better not" he said in a playful way.

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The drive to school wasn't awkward at all.
"How's perrie?" I asked Zayn
"She's Wonderful! and I'm planning to to ask her to come with me and my family to America in February" He said with his voice filled of joy
"Really? Wow, she's really important to you, isn't she?" I asked him
"Yes, I love her mate, I would do anything to make her happy. And I hope you find a lucky man who will make you happy someday" He said to me, voice filled with hope. Yes, Zayn knows I'm gay, of course he does, he's my best friend, "Yah, me too." I quietly say. I know I won't find anybody, like I said, nobody likes me, I'm just the Gay Faggot.

Me and Zayn arrived at school, we have at least 5 classes together, that's not enough for best friends.
My first class was Math, Great. I absolutely despise Math, so I sit in my seat and started doodling on my book, until someone sits in the desk beside me. I look up and see a boy with gorgeous curly brown locks with a quiff, amazing shiny emerald green eyes, tattoos all over his arms, a Black piercing on the left side of his mouth, eyebrow piercing, black skinny jeans like mine, and a shirt that said 'Nirvana' with a smiley face, he's amazingly perfect

I stopped staring when he looked at me, I blushed because someone as gorgeous as Him, was looking at me . Wait, why am I blushing? I don't even know him, but he's so gorgeous.
He gave me a 'what?' Look, When he looked at me. I didn't even notice when he said something,

"Hello! Hello!?" He yelled

"Oh, sorry, yeah?" I said a bit embarrassed

"I said, hi" he repeated what he said,

"Oops, I must've zoned out" I replied blushing like mad

"Yeah, but yeah, um hi" he said blushing, wait, why is he blushing? No he can't be, I'm just seeing things,

"Hi"

"How are you?" He asked me

"M'fine" because I got pushed into the doors this morning and got a bruise on my shoulder, but otherwise, yeah I'm fine.

"You sure?"

"Yah, why?"

"Because this morning I saw you get pushed into some doors and it looked like it hurt"

"Psh, I didn't hurt" I lied trying to be cool.

"Ok, I was just wondering".

He turned his attention to the teacher who had just arrived,

"Hello students! My name is Miss. Ronell and I will be your math teacher till the end. Aha I'm just kidding, that's unless I'm sick and you need another teacher for the day, or week, but yeah, we won't introduce ourselves, cause I know some students are too shy" she said in a happy tone,

Some of the class sighed in relief, including me, I'm MEGA shy.

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Sorry, I suck at writing, but at least I TRY. Hahah ok, but yah. If you don't like Zerrie, oh well, live with it. I don't like Ziam, I find it weird, only my opinion. But I will update different times cause I don't have internet at my house, so I'll be going to a friends to update or something like that, so yah.. See ya Larries.
(And yes, Liam and Niall are gonna be in here)
(ps I'm not a big fan of Sophiam so I'm gonna be putting Payzer ;) well, if you want me to put Niam, I will, only if you request it)