HUMANity

I used to enjoy every single thing when I was a kid.Every moment was enjoyable.
Me and my friends always used to play together.
On this, the whole childhood was overjoyed.I have been thinking about how to get together with my friends.Those who sleep with thoughts of playing with friends. My childhood was like this.My happiness is gone along with my childhood.
When I came  into my teen,I heard new words that were unheard of,caste and religion.We don't know where it was born,how it was born but it has infiltrated our society.We have brokenup.It Madeline us to kill ourselves.We are all worried.We are all collapsed.The caste and religion was madeup of human beings.The man-made caste and religion are supposed to kill man. Thinking like this makes me laugh. I feel like we have a mental problem. Yes we laugh but it is a matter of deep thinking. On that night I fell asleep,laughing so hard.
The next day I was surprised to see the news in the news paper. In one news ,a lizard feeds the wounded lizard and protects it. In another news, a man on the road to death, selfie is down, videos are being made. No one is trying to contact ambulance. Finally he died there. What is this? This is what humanity means? Are they mad? Not only this, I am observing each and every incident in my day-to-day life. Everything is hurting me. There is no humanity at all. On that day, it was evening. I sat outside. A pig went from the front  of the house and some kids are were throwing stones at it. The pig is pregnant. The pig roars with those blows. On the other hand, a girl who is pregnant is very careful. Ofcourse we call it pig but it's mother to its children and for the pig they are children. Animals also have their own feelings and emotions. If you don't behave kind to them just leave them but don't behave rude to them. They also suffer and they also get pain like us. So please be kind to animals they are better than humans. So I went to sleep with a deep thought . I couldn't sleep with such a deep thought with painful heart. Tears are flew into my eyes and the pain that the pig caused my ears. Not only a day, everyday was like that only. That's why I said my happiness is gone like my childhood. I thought it will never b come back.
On next day I went to temple for a bit of calm and peace. After the darshan I sat near the tree outside the temple with everyone. Yesterday's thoughts were pinching me. There is no one to share. A kid sitting next to me asked his father, "why doesn't the lion which is outside the temple never kills anyone"? His father replied, "It is only a stone sculpture and therefore it does not make harm to anyone"? Suddenly I got a thought, "When the lion in the sculpture doesn't do anything what the God in the same sculpture does". This is the question I asked most people. But no one answered. Then I realized the truth. Our ancestors instilled superstitions in our minds. I have told many people about this. But no one cared and no one listened. Because it has become a habit in our daily life. From then I started looking for God. I started searching for God. Nowhere god was seen. Nowhere god was found. But I found humanity in humans. But I found it more in animals. That's why I said animals are better than humans. In fact humanity has human but humans dont. I see humans but no humanity. I am looking for the reason why humanity was disappearing among people. There are many different answers. Sometimes selfish, sometimes ego, sometimes carelessness and some more. Like this Everonce in a while we are destroying humanity. But what killed most of us was casteism and religion. We make the problems bigger when someone says something. We make the confrontation between the two persons into conflicts between two castes or two religions. This costs the worths of lives. So please don't say caste and religions are our identity. We are humans and our identity is humanity. I want see the house of world on the base of peace with the pillars of humanity. My wish is to have a united world without walls of caste and religion where a man lives like a real human being. Sometimes I laugh at me because it's an ever disperate desire. But I still have a hope on this, not for us for our future generations. I want to give a peaceful and happy future to our upcoming generations.
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