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"No feelings"

Him:

Jaz:

Him: Jaz..... hello? Jaz?????

Jaz: y-yah ?

Him: Are you ok? You seem quiet

Jaz: I'm fine don't worry about it I'll fake it...

Him: Faking it will make things worse talk to me about it how you feel what's making you like this......

Jaz: maybe later..... not in class

Him: Ok... as long as you make it still then * he wouldn't stop looking at me wanting me to look back at him I didn't... couldn't*

~hours past and the silence i was giving him was killing me.... opening my mouth to talk then closing it with regret ..... I took my stuff and left the class as fast as I could as he was still packing his things I walked to the toilet fast then I heard him....

Him: jaz!..... jaz? Wait up?

Jaz: * i turned around to him and didn't look in his eyes then I gulped * I'll be back... just wait

Jaz: Why do I feel like this over him it's bad it's not good for me feeling like this is crushing me down...* I felt a hand on my shoulder of my best mate Lucy*

Lucy:

Lucy: jaz... what are you talking about? I told you I don't like him no more I have Sam.... just tell him

Jaz: just tell him....? What that I've liked him for ages since college started? That I can't look in his eyes and talk to him?....

Lucy: talk to him...... have his snap chat? I don't know jaz try * she gently smiled and walked out the bathroom outside he was waiting Lucy looked up at him and raised a eyebrow he didn't look at her he just looked down at his phone again*

* i walk out after her and walk up to him with a sigh and a cough I start walking in front of him to next lesson*

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Him: sorry,

Jaz: for what? * i turn to him and try not to but look into his blue eyes and smile *

Him:
not talking to you sooner,
leaving you on read,
taking hours to reply,

Jaz.: ....... well
* a lump in my throat came and I closed my eyes then shrugged *
It's cool, you don't have to talk to me

Him: ........

Jaz: I know , ok, I know it's chill

* got to class and sat down next to Hannah she asked if I was ok I shrugged and looked at him then back at her *

Hannah:

Hannah: it's him...

Jaz: Huh?

Hannah: whatever jaz, you know...

* they can't find out not Lucy not Hannah not John no one can know this, feelings are dead for him I know it....*

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Awh thanks for reading the first part of my story x next part will be soon and you get to meet John.. May I say this story is based on a true event names are changed though