When the fires were engulfing me,
Victimizing me & rendering
All that was within small palms mine,
Hopeless, so when I held out to save
What had become my shield turned then to ashes.
Then you, undraped & with a cry
Descend like the lull before the storm.
The child immune from any emotion,
But euphoria & one who hadn't been named
Became a bulwark for the mighty.
For he who had been screened from fire,
Took to stroll in the fields
But soon chose to climb sleeping volcanoes.
My able & prodigious self was blind
To what you camouflaged with your smiling eyes.
For me who was in the dark
Knew not of your Gordian knots,
Else surely I'd come to your rescue
Leaving all behind to abort.
Vowing to serve you, my precious...
I'd destroy all, even become rebellious.
And yet you chose to tread on my footsteps,
The sword, the shield & what he was, was my regret
All choices I made I bore its brunt
But u were just heading up a battle front.
The verdicts he took but couldn't discern,
Although, I his blood didn't take my turn
Each of the grim covert of his' were under their watch,
The key to reach his heart he had to scotch.
The child who listened to bedtime stories mine,
And slept to lullabies sweeter than grapevine.
Became a scapegoat of the darkest sins
For he who had been the yolk of an egg,
Took to soar the red blood skies
Which showered pelts of fire and ice.
But because of the canopy, never reached land.
My reputed & notorious self was lost
To my headstrong & unshakable resolve to guard you
From backstage but they had twisted even a dog's tail.
For me who was to you but a foe,
Faced you head on to vest you with powers greater than mine.
But you lost even before putting up a fight...
Your weakness hadn't defeated you
But me, your strength had...
Drifting away from you, my dearest...
I had become close to darkness, to light the merest.
And you wished upon 'noble' path mine,
To make u, to break you & burn you for that one little shine.
He desired to unchain me but was shackled instead,
Dreams of his, i saw through eyes mine were long before dead.
The sins we wrecked worse,
For love & for hate, will we be forgiven?
The blasphemy on his powers agonized his soul,
Broke him into pieces when he was a whole.
Adhering to the absolute was ominous a fare,
Tormented by their dreams & love,
A pain so beautiful, you couldn't escape
Since waxed by ceramic that u were
And adorned by all who met ur gaze.
Blood, our bond & feeble my disguise
Hiding in the shadows, watching you
Cry the tears of joy, of pain & sorrow
But tied were my hands with barbed wires...
I'm d king of diabolism
And I have victimized you, tempting u 2 follow me.
The child with a new fame & a name,
At bay now a warrior, a pawn in a board game.
My violin I play our gale-bitter tune,
Our little secret all-time lullaby to which u were immune.
What had gone were very long journeys,
He can't sleep & is haunted by our memories.
Do condone me for the sacrifice u never asked,
For ur wish which was glassed,
For being an enemy to u, masked.
And for not loving u enough,
Like I had in the past....
The strings of my violin start to break,
Sorry for I won't be able 2 finger the song for u.
Let this heart burn
Stop me not, let me not turn.
I'm nocturnal, i won't guide u now...
And for your ear, my dear....
I found not any luthier
But do listen to the chimes of music
Played by those lamella.
Your dream was to stop mine from magnifying
And mine was to fulfill yours,
To never leave your side,
To never make u sad,
And 2 present all ur wishes in a present every year on the 31st of an October.
I hope you'd forgive me,
For the pain u bore alone,
For the dreams I never fulfilled,
For the wish I had 2 kill,
For leaving u a prey to fear,
For turning into a disembodied voice u can't hear,
For making u loathe me when u didn't wish to,
For the unevolved dream of ours,
And for not loving u when u needed it d most.
Still, I'll b d shade 2 shelter u...
Though, like always......,
You won't see it is me.
By F.T.R
