an unexpected meeting (bts ff)

part 1 of u.e.

june 17

my pov :

all i could hear was the sound of my heavy breathing and the aircon running and all i could say was, ' okay guys, lets do that one more time. '

my members were grunting as it has been 6 hours since we've been practicing for our debut which will be happening in two days. its been 3 years and im going to debut with my group, 4Pink. we're going to be singing our new song ' hanging ' which is about someone holding onto someone and they're about to let go cause they're hanging at the end of the rope. we were so nervous. it feels like it was just yesterday i came here after running away.

' okay y/n, lets rest. we've been practicing for 6 hours straight and im tired. lets take a 30 minute break okay? ' bora unnie said,  panting.

i just nodded and took my waterbottle to drink water. i wore my mask because i wasnt wearing my makeup. i head out the door and went to the vending machine on level 1 to get some snacks. i got some chips and  i sat on the stool, took my mask off and ate while staring at the building right across, thinking what would happen on the day of our debut. i was thinking of horrible things like how fans would be boo-ing us or the fans not liking our song.

' tough day? ' that person's voice snapped me from my thoughts.

i turned to my side and i saw mark, my childhood friend since i was 5. there he was, with a pack of biscuits watching me. and i just replied him with a simple nod.

' well i was just like you. nervous and scared. like i thought of all the bad things that could happen on debut day. its the most important day of an idol honestly. i thought i was going to mess up but i did great, ' he said, looking at me.

i looked at him and just sighed at his words. i wasnt afraid. i was just afraid i wont succeed. i still remember when i was 7, i said to mark that i wanted to be a singer after my dad told mum was a singer before she died.

' youre thinking about that day right? the day you told me about your dreams? i still remember how your eyes lit up, talking about being a singer. you should have seen your face. it was full of determination and i knew from that day onwards, you were going to succeed so dont worry y/n. youre going to be fine, ' he said and it was like he was reading my mind. i wasnt surprise. its what mark does.

' thanks mark, ' i said, looking at him but he was just staring at my lips like there was something on it. i just looked at him, confused. i put my hand on my lips, feeling for anything but that was nothing.

slowly, mark started leaning. i was startled but he just kept leaning. i stuttered.

' m-m-mark, wh-what are yo-u-u doing ? ' i closed my eyes tightly and ..