Different consequences cause of love (A Foxodile/Hawkofox fanfic)

Blaming yourself

"Oh! GOOD JOB HAWKODILE! YOU JUST ACTED LIKE A REAL IDIOT IN FRONT OF HER! UGH! SO STUPID! I SHOULDN'T HAVE TRIED TO START A STUPID ARGUMENT! EVERYONE KNOWS HOW COMPETITIVE SHE IS!!!OK... deep breaths, maybe training could take this stupid feeling away..."

"Ha-Hawkodile! Wait! S- stop!"

Hawkodile immediately stopped after hearing a familiar voice

"D-Dr...Fox?" He said with a shaky voice then saw the love of his life running towards him.

"Oh gosh! You... are quite...the RUNNER! Even on walking!!!"she said while catching her breath.

"I thought I should give you this...if you ever had a flu" She hands out something inside her fists.

"It's a medicine of my own creation! Don't worry, I've already tested it a bunch of times! No possible WEIRD effects I swear!"

She then took his sweaty hands, put the medicine on his palm and folded his fingers so it could cover the medicine.

"Hope you get well soon! Take care!" She greeted goodbye with a charming smile and a wave going through.

Hawkodile slowly opened his palm only to see that the medicine is a capsule or as we call in our country, a tablet,and it's a heart shaped one.
He smiled lovingly and his anger faded away, leaving nothing but the thought of Dr.Fox.

"She is just... AMAZING..."  He mumbled.

The lovesick bodyguard took off to keep the gift he got from the female scientist.

He doesn't actually need to worry about where could he hide it, for he has a box full of Dr.Fox's 'things', both given or taken away without anyone noticing, it is very well hidden. The box is located at the back of his dojo, with lots and lots of traps so he can surely say that no one will ever know anything about the box.

While going through a lot of traps,Hawkodile successfully dogged every attempt of attack, leading him to the prize.

The box is very well hidden behind his samurai sword, shuriken, and kunai collections.

Hawkodile blew air from his mouth, making the dust from the top of the box fly everywhere, once he opened the box, he felt that strong...and quite strange feeling again,where his heart starts to pound, his every breath getting shorter and shorter, and his stomach filled with butterflies... He can't help but to smile while looking at every thing that's full of memories, remembering every little dumb thing he did, can't help but to laugh at his own stupidity.

But then... he suddenly remembered something... Something important... Something HE should have done.

"Are you... Saying I'm ... WRONG!?"

He remembered the little 'incident' he caused, cause of that feeling...

"Oh... Gosh... I TOTALLY FORGOT TO APOLOGIZE TO HER!!! DAMN IT! I'M SO... STUPID!!!"

Then he started to bang his head on the floor.

"Wait! What if I apologize to her TONIGHT? And then... FINALLY CONFESS TO HER!!!"

Oh Hawkodile... So unoriginal...

Then he took the box to use a photo to practice with. The box actually contains a lot of strange things.

It contains her used notebooks, used markers, blue prints that are no longer needed, used towels, her diary (oohh... A rare one!!!...), her used broken tools, test tubes, beakers, her piece of hair and eyelashes on a zip lock plastic bag, and of course... HER PHOTOS!

He started to dig at the bottom of the box, trying to find the PERFECT photo, then he found a small piece of paper.

It looked very old, for it has scratches and dirt marks all around it, he then turned the paper to see if there's any writing on it, he found something, it has a name of SOMEONE.

He rubbed the dirt off to find out who's name it had.

He thought it has the name of an old friend... But, He was mistaken

"Louisa... Michelle..."

He was shocked to see that it has the surname of his...

"F-Fox..."

Best friend.

Then he remembered someone from his own childhood.

A little... Girl... It was that... little girl who gave me this... P-Piece of... Paper.

Then he... Passed out.