these are poems its not just one sorry i would have done them separately but they were all to short.
My life is filled with darkness.
Every time I try to make subside
it only grows more.
The more I push it the more I die.
My heart cries out for love but never receives.
Instead I only receive more and more hate.
The more my heart cries the more my heart grows cold and dark.
No one notices how much I hurt.
I show you a mask of happiness
while inside my heart cries for deliverance.
I am slowly starting to fade.
One day I will wake and I shall not be the same way I was
The rest of them are mine
I cry everyday
My cries are ignored everyday
Can no one help me?
No. no one will be able to help me.
No matter how happy you make me.
That happiness will fade away quickly.
It will be replaced by sorrow ad grief.
My heart is slowly dying and no on knows.
As my sorrow and grief take over me will any one care.
My life is just a plain mess.
No matter how much good I do it always goes bad.
So slowly I die inside without anyone knowing.
As everyday passes by I die a little more inside.
I feel I care but no one seems to cares.
I thought you were the one,
who was supposed to be there.
My heart is so cold,
I need something to end
this unwavering pain.
I'm finished, I'm done,
you've made me insane.
I've got nothing left,
I have no regrets,
I have no remorse.
Leave me alone
I've chosen my course.
Don't ask me questions,
I have nothing to tell.
Just smile and sit quiet,
I'll see you in hell.
My heart cries for the grave.
My soul tries to fade.
My mind begins to shut down.
My whole body will soon become earth once again.
No one will care once i die.
I don't even care to live at times.
I want my pain to stop
no matter how much I want my pain to stop it never will
my pain will grow and I will die slowly.
My pain is rising more and more everyday.
My mind shouts at me telling me to end the pain.
If I end my pain will it make everyone happy?
If I die will my friends weep?
How do you know that your loved ones will weep for you once you die?
How do you not know that they will cry?
how do you know that they will not jump and clap in happy screams?
How do we all know that when our 'loved' ones cry they cry because we are gone or because we will be missed?
Please tell me how life will go on once I'm dead.
Life will go on.
Your life will fade into none existence and you will not be rembered.
No on loved you when you were alive they were just stuck with you.
Now that you're dead no one cares about you! And they never will!!
My life crumples under my feet.
As I fall I scream.
Everyone hears them but decides to ignore them.
I fall to my doom and no one cares.
I fall in a never ending hole of pain and agony.
Just like my life I feel no more.
I care not what people say or do to me I have lost all care in this world.
Can no one save me from my weeping tears?
I am tired of crying and feeling pain
I want to feel love and happiness but as if the world hates me I do not receive what I most desire.
I fear I shall never get a chance at happiness.
I will end up in a world so cold or maybe just maybe I might be lucky enough to die before this happens to me.
Soon I will be free from all my pain and suffering and no one will care.
Once I die how long will it take before I know I made a mistake.
