a bleeding heart » satzu (completed)

If you're not the one for me, Who is?

"Sana unnie I think I'm in love with you" the 15-year-old blushed as she held out the box of chocolate and a bouquet in front of her.

Juliet roses to be precise. They were rare and expensive to find. Especially in Japan or the whole continent of Asia, but she belonged to a filthy rich family. Her parents never had a good relationship, they talked about getting a divorce millions of times but in the end the 2 couldn't as it would ruin their reputation. So in Korea worked her dad, in China lived her mother and she, alone, lived in Japan with no one but servants and caretakers.

Sana knew this very well, she had been to the enormous house numerous times. It didn't take her long to get sick of it, the white walls looked so boring and colourless, the house itself was too neat, no Drawings on the wall, no toys laying around. Nothing. Spotless and depressing. She wondered how Tzuyu could stand it.

But That's all in the past, for now.

"Tzuyu-ah" Sana cooed softly, not noticing the gift let alone the type. Tzuyu looked at her hopefully searching for a response. "I love you too Tzu..but..."

She didn't need to say anymore, the guilt in her voice. She might be young but she knew the answer. All the kisses, the cuddles, the hugs. They were all 'friendly' and 'sisterly'. Nope, no feeling behind it.n At least Sana had no feelings behind the small actions.

Tzuyu had accepted the fact she had butterflies in her stomach as the elder held her hand and walked with her to school, Or how sana stared at her when she'd talk. In the end. Only Tzuyu noticed that. Sana didn't. Because she doesn't love her.

"Tzuyu-ah" she whispered as she noticed tears in the Maknae's eyes. Oh her eyes. So fucking beautiful, she'd search the hell for those eyes if she'd have to. She reached for her trembling hands, they were quickly swatted away and before she knew it, Tzuyu was running down the street and out of her view.

The glass-cased box was shattered into a million pieces, smudged chocolate laid on the ground. The flowers were scattered in front of the driveway, the petals, torn.

Sana sighed as she picked up the flowers and brought them inside the small house. She didn't feel like crying, yet her heart was wrenching.

She wondered if Tzuyu got home, even if she had been living in Japan for 2 years now, Sana was sure she didn't know the streets.

She felt like she had lost something that day. But she wasn't exactly sure what.

With an hour of trying to forget what happened, she gave up and reached her phone which she powered off. She had received numerous texts but none from Tzuyu.

Tzuyu, I'm so sorry.

I really do love you from the bottom of my heart.

As soon as she hit send she debated whether she should write an explanation but There was no point in fixing what had occurred. It was too late for an explanation.

Hopefully, she and Tzuyu could go back to normal.

Right?