Have you ever loved someone so much you had no words. Ever cared for someone so hard your heart ached. Ever wanted to kiss someone your lips hurt and started to bleed.
I have. I do.
But he has her she’s beautiful.
I am so happy for her. Everything I ever wanted in a guy is in him.
Yet I have to sit here and know that I will never have him.
I think of him everyday.
Before I go to bed and before I go home.
Some of you might even think i’m weird, but then again you would be of those who loves someone the way I do.
I hate that I feel this way.
Why can’t I focus on myself?
Thats exactly the problem though!
I pay so much attention to him that everything I do for myself is for him.
I pray that just one day I will get my turn.
To be in the light.
To have someone love me or think I’m beautiful
To have that beautiful relationship in which you feel that no one else is on Earth
And maybe I’m not right for it, but doesn't each girl deserve a chance to try?
Maybe, Maybe not
But I don’t want to say hatred is what I feel but its not something good either
But what can you possibly think when others just use them all
They aren’t grateful
They aren’t appreciative
While they’re using them, I’m just here waiting for someone to notice
Waiting for the slightest bit of affection
So what’s the point of all the movies, books and pictures of a perfect romance or love story?
