2011

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Shay's POV 

Things have flown by. In 2010, Violet was born and Hyukjae and I got together. Not to mention I found out in June that I was pregnant with Yesung's child. As of right now I'm 7 months pregnant, and I have yet to talk to Yesung. He's decided to stay in Japan for a while, so he may not even know about the baby until after it's born. This honestly frustrates me to no end. I understand he's still hurt, but would it kill him to answer my calls? I even had the boys trying to call him, and still nothing. The only one I haven't had call yet is Ryeowook. Wookie is upset that Yesung has spent so much time in Japan, and ever since he found out that Wookie likes him, he got even more distant. Poor Wookie is suffering over it, but tries not to show it. Sometimes when Hyukjae has to practice late, Wookie will come over and cry until he falls asleep on our couch. I finally had had enough of it, and asked him to move in with us. I couldn't bare seeing him always hurting from being alone. Thankfully he accepted, and stays in, what used to be, our guest bedroom. Wookie and I have gotten very close, especially after I told him about the baby. I swear he's become like a second big brother to me. 

Heechul has been rather angry, since Yesung won't answer anyone's calls. He got so fed up with it one day that he almost flew to Japan to find him. Thankfully Leeteuk, being the good boyfriend and brother-in-law he is, he talked Heechul out of it. Sami tried calling, and Donghae flew to Japan without telling anyone. When he got back he told us that when he got there Yesung flew to China, which made everyone even more mad. Other than Yesung going rouge things haven't been easy. Jessica passed away when Violet was 4 months old. Turns out the doctor was wrong. She didn't only need a kidney, but she also needed a heart transplant. By the time we found out about it, it was already too late to save her. I was depressed for the longest time, but I couldn't really grieve and carry mine and Yesung's child. I have to be strong for the baby and for Violet. It got easier with Hyukjae, Ryeowook, Donghae, Sami, Shindong, Leeteuk, and Heechul's help. Without them I wouldn't have made it. Sungmin even baby sat Violet for me on many accusations while I took time to get over this. Everyone has been so supportive, and helpful throughout everything. I couldn't have asked for a better family or friends for that matter. Right now Ryeowook and I are sitting on the couch, while Sami and Donghae are babysitting Violet, and Hyukjae is working late. 

"Are you sure you want to call him, Wookie?" I asked in a worried tone. "I don't want you to become depressed again." He then smiled softly. 

"It's ok, Shay-ah. I can do this. Besides, we need to get a hold of him. If there's even a small chance he'll talk to me, then we need to take it for the baby." I then smiled and nodded as he picked up the phone. He put it on speaker phone as we heard it ring. It picked up on the second ring and we both looked at one another with shocked expressions. 

"Hello?" We heard Yesung's voice on the other end. 

"Hyung?" Ryeowook said in disbelief. 

"Did you mean to call me?" He asked with a sigh. 

"I did, I'm just surprised you answered. You haven't been answering anyone else." 

"Because I was waiting for you to call." He said, which made Wookie swallow hard. 

"Why's that?" Wookie said in a shaky tone. 

"Because I wanted to say I'm sorry for hurting you. I know it hurt you when I left for Japan. I was stilling in pain over loosing Shay, that I just had to get away. I never meant to hurt you, and I'm so sorry, Wookie." He said in a sad tone. "I also need time to think about your feelings for me. I've had a while to think about it, and it was one of the main reasons I was avoiding everyone. I was trying to process all of my feelings, so I avoided everyone because I was waiting to hear from you." 

"Just for an apology?" Wookie asked. 

"No. Not just an apology, but also a confession." Wookie then gasped in surprise. "I really like you, Wookie. I was planning on coming back to Korea soon, and I was hoping when we get back that I could take you out on a date. That is if you'll have me." Yesung said with so much emotion in his voice. 

"You're a fool, Kim Jonghoon." Yesung then chuckled. 

"I'm well aware." 

"You didn't let me finish." Ryeowook said. "You're a fool, Kim Jonghoon, but I wouldn't have you any other way." 

"So you'll go out with me?"

"You should have known the answer, before you asked the question." Ryeowook said with a smile. I then smiled and rubbed his arm. It's the happiest I've seen him in such a long time. I just hope he can do the same for Yesung. "Also Jonghoon, I have something important to tell you." Ryeowook said in a serious tone. 

"What is it?" 

"It's about Shay, and Jessica." 

"Has something happened?" He asked in a worried tone. 

"Jessica passed away 4 months after Violet was born." Yesung then gasped. 

"Oh my god. What happened?" He asked. 

"The kidney transplant wasn't the only thing she needed. She also needed a heart transplant. By the time we found out it was too late." Yesung went silent for a while, before he spoke again in a shaky tone. 

"Is Shay dead as well?" He asked. 

"No, she's alive." Yesung then sighed in relief. 

"Thank god. Then what's wrong? Is she very depressed?" He asked. 

"She was, but that's not the only thing that wrong." 

"What is it?" 

"She's 7 months pregnant with your child, Jonghoon. That's why everyone was trying to get a hold of you. We were trying to tell you about the baby." 

"She's pregnant with my baby?" He asked in disbelief. 

"Yes, Jonghoon, she is." Ryeowook said as he bit his lip, while waiting for Yesung's answer. 

"I'm coming back sooner than I planned." He suddenly said. 

"How soon?" Wookie asked. 

"Tomorrow." 

Hey guys! I hope you enjoyed this! Leave me a comment to let me know how I am doing! Stay strong my beautiful readers, keep dreaming, I love you all, and I will update soon.-Coolcat51

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