feels like butterflies [mini]

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paraprosexia
(n.)
constant distraction

[josuh]
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"You want some water?" Hosuh entered Jay's messy room, gripping onto a bottle of water. The blond was buried in papers and books. He hadn't left the desk in a few hours and it worried Hosuh, seeing his boyfriend all stressed over finals. Jay only gave him a grunt and Hosuh approached the workspace, informing him that he had already opened the bottle. Jay took one, two gulps from the bottle and put it off to the side, careful not to let it spill on his papers.
Hosuh lingered behind Jay, holding the back of the seat he was on. Jay's eyes were narrowed and focus as he read and reread a passage, rubbing his temples as he muttered under his breath. He rested his hands on his shoulders and Jay yelped, snapping his neck back to face Hosuh, who jumped. "A-are you okay??" the smaller boy asked. His boyfriend only (inaudibly) responded with a few curse words and noises of frustration as he went back to studying.
     Hosuh sat on the nearest bed, watching Jay study and work.
     He watched Jay work for 30 minutes.
     Then an hour.
     Then two.
Then three.
The sun had gone down about an hour ago, and the only movement Jay made (besides the scribbling of his pencil) was simply to turn on a lamplight. Hosuh, now fed up, walked over to Jay, leaning over and resting his arms on Jay's shoulders, crossing them so his forearms laid upon his chest. This time Jay didn't jump.
    "Take a break." Hosuh suggested. "I," Jay highlighted something on his sheet, "can't." Although his response was negative, Hosuh felt happy that he had responded and didn't ignore him as he had done earlier.
    "Please?" Hosuh pressed.
    "No."
    "For me?"
    Jay paused, hesitated, then slowly turned around in the chair. Hosuh let go of him. "Baby.." Jay started. Hosuh's eyebrows furrowed together, he knew what that tone meant. It meant that Jay was going to say no, even if he did break it always..
    "I'm serious! You've been working so hard, and I'm really worried, and—" "I know, I know." Jay ran a hand through his hair, sighing, then took Hosuh's smaller hands in his own, "Just one more hour, 'kay? I don't want to fail..I just want to reread this essay—"
    "I'll read it for you!!" Hosuh huffed, squeezing Jay's hands. Jay met Hosuh's gaze and he visibly softened, then guiltily avoiding his stare. "Okay, okay, fine." Jay handed him a sheet of paper which Hosuh gently took from him and read through, his pupils drawing across the page. Jay felt nervous.
"Here." Hosuh handed him back the papers after one or two minutes. "You misspelled 'and' there." he pointed at the error and Jay erased the word and rewrote it. He listened to Hosuh ramble about how it was a good passage and Jay had nothing to worry about, going on and on about how he was sure Jay was going to pass with flying colors and it wasn't good to study for long periods of times without breaks.
Jay hummed and finally stood up. He was much taller than Hosuh, by a foot or so. Hosuh had to lift his head to meet his stare.
"Thanks, love." he kissed Hosuh's forehead and the other blushed and sputtered out how he was just looking after him. Jay chuckled and lifted him up in the air and Hosuh's legs collapsed around his waist and the smaller boy had never felt so loved before. Jay nuzzled him and carried him to his bed while Hosuh whined about how Jay had worried him. He chortled and murmured bashful apologizes. Hosuh giggled and said it was fine with a soft kiss on Jay's lips. "Sweet." he hummed, lying Hosuh down on the bed as the older laughed again. Jay pecked his face all over and the other continued to laugh. "It tickles!!" he shrieked.
Jay could only smile and kiss his boyfriend even more.

finals finals finals finals season
anyway, i wrote a whole chapter, and was wondering if i should delete or change it. it features dan x hosuh and i had only recently found out that dan doesn't feel comfortable with shipping and therefore
would like to respect his wishes. anything i write will not feature dan in any ship, since if i were him, i would feel pretty uncomfortable, too. i know my audience is pretty small, so there is a high likelihood that people reading this will skip this part because it's so long, but if nobody says anything, i will delete it.
don't forget i take requests~
sorry for all the minis lately, finals suck. luckily, christmas break if coming up.
i will not be updating tomorrow, cause of finals.
much love, v

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