F. L. U. I. D.S
F for forgiveness
To all the innocent taken
Your color was mistaken
Mistaken for a weapon
It's the hate you give
It's so hard to forgive
Our voices are ignored
WE SCREAM
But do you listen
The other day my stomach ached
Without hesitation I vomited
Sweating losing my fluids
Pain radiating through my body
Im sweating but my body feels cold
This feeling is numb and frightening
As it connects me to be stopped and frisk
l = Leader
Doesn't matter if no one listens
I'll speak silent or loud
Not for clout
But for me and my fellow blacks the sprout
I'll lead with my heart
With my words
With prayers
Until they really see why our lives matter
And not as a excuse to feel like it will shut us up
The pain in my stomach. Reminds me of hearing and seeing the movie Detroit
Over a year later I'm still distraught
The smell of sadness and hurt
The vision of my own demise
The fluids feel off balance
The hope of not being shot
Is not by choice but chance
The fact that I could die
Because My black is improper
U=unity/uplift
We are suffering
We are mourning
But unity causes uplift
When together peacefully
The tides shift
They call us the thugs and monsters
But when we are peaceful and their smoke grenades
It causes more in the rift
Has u wonder who are the monsters
Unity means we must stop harming
End black on black
Uplift our youth
Be the light
To end the fights
Save us from see our brothers and sisters from being killed
By white america
Fluids is the sweat I see
Glisten of their skin
As I walk by
I wonder if ..
That fear is installed to my white friends?
The black friend that they say know
Am I the uncomfortable factor?
But that's where my unity awakens within my leadership
To make a bond with any race a friendship
Where my pain is their pain.
Their pain is my pain
I= integrity
this for the courts with lack of integrity
Those with the all white jurors
Letting these cops who kill off easily
As easy as it was for them to pull a gun
That death that was somebody son
Someone's daughter
And then we ask what can we do for that
To alter
In the forgiveness we SCREAM
but here we are not respected
Not heard
I guess silence
Is the wall mr. 45 meant
I inhale
Then exhale
Drink water
Tears on my face
Fluids feeling depleted
Just remember bring cursed
At for my skin
I feel so defeated
Wish I could be greated
Upset to the core
I can feel the stress forming to
Pores
D = Diversity
Diversity is said in attempt
To make us feel comfortable
Starting to feel like a fable
If I was white no one would cross from me
You know what's the irony?
I walk out in fear of being killed
By the opposite color
Or by the law
The only diversity
Is hidden between white privilege
While the amount of blacks being killed.
Fills a village
S- smile
God got you
Keep a smile on your face
Because your color isn't a disgrace
Because black is beauty and strength ladies
Because black is strength and talent fellas
And vice versa
Smile for the better days
We smile to not give up because our fight
For equality will be granted
I'm Kyle I smile
Because being black is a honor
A royalty
History
While in my eyes white America
Is still racist
But they can't solve it
Because that's still a mystery
