Xiamara Denise Alcantara's Point Of view
'Hi Xia,
Alam mo bang mahal na mahal kita?
If you still don't know, here! I'm gonna tell it to you. I love you very much I love you to the moon and back! Thank you for everything babe! I'm sorry for being too immature, sana huwag kang magsawa sa akin. So yun, I just wanted to say na mahal na mahal kita, Xiamara sana magtagal tayo, papakasalan pa kita kaya walang iwanan ah? Forever tayo eh, akin ka lang, huwag kang maghahanap ng iba okay? I can't imagine a world without you eh.'
I smiled bitterly after reading the letter Nathan gave me, 'Forever tayo eh' Oh come on there's no such thing as forever, everything changes Nathan, Everything changes, I said, a tear escaped from my eyes.
"Ma,can I go there? Can I go to Canada, please?"
"Are you sure? I thought wala kang balak pumunta dito, you don't like the idea of coming here with us"
"Ma I've changed my mind"
"Fine, I will book you a flight"
"Thanks ma" I said as I ended the call
yes I am planning to go to Canada, last time my parents decided that we will be staying in Canada for good, but of course I can't leave Nathan so I begged that I'll be staying here and just visit them when I have time, they're reluctant at first but they agreed, but now? What's the point right? Wala naman na kami ni Nathan eh. I am sitting at the park alone watching kids play, couples date, and families spending their time together
When suddenly "Xiamara" tawag niya, I turned around and looked at him
"I'm sorry for all the pain that I have caused you. I regret my actions with all my heart, I don't know kung mapapatawad mo pa ako but I assure you I'm determined to get you back"
"Sorry can't change anything Nathan, the fact that you've cheated, ewan ko nalang kung mapapatawad pa kita, and you know what? You've cheated so me breaking up with you is the consequence" I said as tears poured down my face
"Hush Xia, I hate to see you cry, please stop"
I laughed bitterly "so all those times na pinapaiyak mo ako, nakapikit lang ang mga mata mo ha?! You hate to see me cry pero ano?! Patuloy mo pa rin akong sinasaktan"
"Xiamara please"
"Please mo mukha mo! Don't you get it? Were over and it's all your fault" tumalikod na ako at aalis when Nathan hugged me from behind
"Xiamara, please don't leave me, I love you"
I turned around and pushed him "I hate you, I really hate you for being the cause of these heartbreak, and I hate myself for not controlling my feelings for you and letting myself fall for you when from the start I know you can't catch me" I said, as I ran away, I heard him calling my name over and over again pero hindi na ako lumingon.
I hate being weak, I'm tired, really tired of crying and moping around, I know he's not worth my tears but I can't stop reminiscing the memories we have created. I need to get away for here, just for a while, I will be coming back when I'm ready to face him. I packed my things and just when I'm done packing, I received a message from my mom that stated that she had already bought me a ticket and she already sent it to me, the flight will be at 10:00 in the evening, I looked at my watch at it's only 2:00 in the afternoon, I guess I need to rest for a while. I woke up and it's already 7:00, I go straight to the bathroom and do my business. I picked up a black crop top, black leather shorts and wore my black ankle boots, paired it with a Wayfarer Ray Ban and also I tied my hair into a ponytail, after I got dressed I gathered all my things and go downstairs, turned off the lights and I'm ready to go. Goodbye for now Nathan.
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hey readers, hope you like Chapter One, Xia Alcantara on the picture :) By the way I've changed Chapter One to these one, So yun sana magustuhan niyo :)
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