Alright.
My thoughts make no sense
To me
I'm so done
All this while I was lost
I still am
Doing something I thought I
Wanted
Until I didn't
Until I reached the point of
Numbness
It didn't light me up inside
It just numbed me
And why
Why
Why am I so empty
I finally
Finally get it now
Fear.
It gets the best of us
Got me
Gets me every second
Of the day
Fear of the unknown.
Fear of losing.
Fear of losing the unknown.
Fear of you.
Fear of me.
Fear of wronging everyone
Who's ever known me
Fear of hate. And I still hate
Fear of oblivion. The great darkness
Now that's all I have.
A void. Trying to fill it.
So forgive me if I hurt
The ones that matter.
Sorry.
I'm just being me.
I love you.
I just don't want to. Maybe I do
Or maybe it's just fear
Or it's something better.
Or that I might be making
The best mistake of my life
Or the worst.
And I'm scared.
So forgive me while
I act out in my fear
YOU ARE READING
All For Love - A collection of Poems
Poetry"Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind, And therefore is winged Cupid painted blind." -William Shakespeare
