Sorry I Couldn't Save You

    This typical life of me,Lucy Heartfilia.The unluckiest mage.Worse than Zeref who has been cursed.I wonder if I make wrong decisions all the time.

    Looking over to Natsu,I sighed.It seemed that all I ever was to him was Lisanna's replacement.Although, Lisanna is nice.I wished that I was like her.Everybody loved her.All I ever was and ever will be is a replacement.

    I got up and headed towards the door.I guess it's time to leave Fairy Tail.I wasn't weak at all.I have trained ever since Natsu kicked me out.I've gotton stronger.Stronger than him.

    After I left the guild,I erased my guild insignia.The joy of life is great,isn't it.It was as it always is for me,a never ending nightmare.Two families have already betrayed me,but I couldn't say that,they were family after all.Some day,they would notice me and I will come back with a smile on my face.

    "I don't and won't regret joining Fairy Tail,"I said aloud.I blocked my scent and sat down on my bed.Well,it used to be my bed.I was moving out.I wanted to travel the world and help people.I couldn't help the guild,so to make it up,I'm helping other people.

    I left the apartment and headed down the crowded streets.I noticed a girl staring at me,dull brown eyes with dull blond hair.She looked about the age of five.She wore a tattered white dress.

    "I'm sorry I couldn't get here in time,"she had told me.With that,she turned to leave.She didn't need to say sorry to me.I just met her.I turned around to leave,but I felt a familiar stinging in my heart.I clutched my chest and went down on my knees as the stinging started to hurt even more.

    I felt something wet on my hand.Ah,no wonder my hand was getting wet.It was because I was crying.For no reason at all.I probably did something wrong.It could,also,be that Fairy Tail was never going to let me come back.I always thought that they would never let me in.They have never betrayed me,I  betrayed them by leaving.

    I closed my eyes and let the tears fall.It is possible that they hate me,but it's okay.They have a reason to hate me.I don't have any reason to.

    I stopped crying and got up.It was time for me to leave.I had no reason to cry.I should be happy that Fairy Tail became my second family.I had no reason to be mad.It was I,who betrayed them.I should be on my journey.

    "I'm sorry Fairy Tail,"I said with less emotion than I usually had.I turned towards the train station and started walking.I was on a journey to help people,and I shall accomplish it.

    I need someone to help me survive,or shall Fate decide I've been cruel and heartless.Ah,Fate will lead me the way.

   I know you guys who read Lucy's Battle want me to continue it but I wasn't really satisfied with how it went.Gomen ne,ja ne,and please vote and comment.Also,Lucy is sounding an awful lot like Neji now that I think about it.xD