Oh, I Forgot His Damn Name

Oh I don't know. I forget His Damned Name

Sprightly bursts of intrigue

Over novel inspiration

Fast became most saddened teardrops

For the lack of the duration

I was notably excited

But alas, how I'm short sighted

Lonely relics now

Where once upon a time my dreams resided

You - utterly boring, lazy

Me - clouded naivety

Your zero works of effort

My foresight evading me

Explanation is you're too lame-brained

to relinquish your love to me

Clearly selfish, no ambition

I'm just desperate, apparently

"Friends with benefits?" Not even close

More like a mere extra in your porn

Career gone lost, livelihood OVER

Your rocks got off, I'm left forlorn

Bobbing, gasping in your wake 

A floating, a helpless, drowning flea

I compromised my inner worth

Your Trojan horse - ill harmony

Deceptiveness, and lies, and

smoke in mirrors manifest

When girls like me do fools like you -

A foolish waste of time at best

A low-down shame; that's what's the matter

But I'm not broken; just offended

Adding insult to my injury

Your empty love was all pretended

Reciprocated not my loyalty

makes for a pipe dream mess

Won't further trust delusions

Hearts on sleeves? Not how I dress

You tossed me aside

And huddled behind a poor excuse of a wall

You will agree, catastrophe

Result of your mental wrecking ball

So there do push me farther from you

Clock is ticking mighty fast

Your so-called masterpiece has failed

Down came your fragile phoney mask

But I am one enlightened bitch

My huge, strong heart but perseveres

Your luck ran out, man-child ghost

Cowards like you can disappear

THE END

Wait, I really am remembering now...his name was Mike. We had met at a bench outside of a  Safeway grocery store on, like, 105th Ave and Olive, out in Sun City, Arizona at around 5-6pm. Yeah...Mike. Wow. What a douche.