It Only Takes One Time

Choices I Make

Im still mad at Andre for being a bitch because I didn't want to tell him. But you have to understand I don't know how to tell him just yet. Even when it happened like 2 days ago.

I guess you can call me petty or whatever. But who is you to judge me. I didn't want to argue with him anymore about it anymore so I got out of bed an get dressed and head right out the door. I got in my car an called my BestFriend .

"Girl where the fuck you at?" I asked her

"Im at my house still in fucking bed. What's wrong with you waking me up so damn early." Says lara

"Look lara, I need to get this shit off my chest." I say sadly

"What's wrong?" Lara says worried

"Can I come over so we can talk about this in person." I say

Im knocking at Lara's door waiting for her to answer. While I'm waiting Andre texted my phone saying

'Babe where you at? I apologize for taking the situation out of hand. I should of respected that you didn't want to tell me. Can we get past this and make everything right'

I don't know what to say so I just ignored his message at the moment.
I want to get past it.

"Where did you go that night at the club" lara says looking at me like I disappeared for decades.

"That's why I'm here,so I tell you what happened " sounding so annoyed by her curiosity of asking me where I was.

"Oops girl my bad. Finish though but keep your voice low. Trey is in there sleeping an I don't want to wake him up"

I don't know why I'm still friends with lara. Back in high school Trey was my baby. We was high school sweethearts. Everything change when he cheated on me with her. We didn't go to the same high school but we went to college together and she was my roommate, at the moment we could never get along. I'll learn to put this behind me someday. Till this day I still don't appreciate that shit but I keep my comments to myself.

"I was grinding on this man. He was feeling me, I was feeling him so things escalated. We went to his place and had sex." I said it really low so just in case Trey was ease dropping he wouldn't go back and tell Andre cause they are like so close they call each other their brother.

"OMG!! Tina I can't believe you. How could you cheat on Andre when, when y'all started dating you were the one that said 'we are committed to this relationship so we should never cheat on one another' how can you break your own commitment?!!" Lara saying so surprisingly

I don't know why she seem so shocked because she's the one waiting on the day that I break my commitment that I made with him.

"Girl that's not even the point." I say getting annoyed "So like we had sex that night. I realized what I did when I got my things and left as fast as I could. But the problem is that that's the best sex I ever had in years and I'm carving for that night to happen again." sounding really anxious

"Was it that good!" Lara says sounding really exciting

"Yessss girl. I wouldn't be carving for his dick again if it wasn't good." sounding sarcastic

Trey comes out of the room. We quickly got quiet. He looks at us like we was taking Shit about him.

"What y'all two ladies talking about." Trey says sounding so curious

We looked at each other and begin to laugh. Let's get this straight seeing Trey without a shirt had me feeling some type of way. He's a light skinned nigga with sleeves tattoos, has his nose pierced n eyebrows and his ears. But not to mention he his really muscular with a very nice skin complexion. He also have a New York accent that's so sexy when he talks. His lips looks so fucking good like you can kiss them all day and never get tired.

"Hay baby." Lara says changing the subject "Tina had just came to see me because she loves her Bestfriend so much." We all know that she's lying but Mkay.

"Mhhm y'all better not of been talking shit about me." Says Trey. "Why the hell is Tina up so damn early ain't her man at home." Trey is making it seems like he didn't want me around.

"Fine since its like that I'll leave." I say bitterly. I don't have time to argue with anyone especially when I got mines at home waiting to make things right.