Search for the light at the end of the tunnel.

Depressing poems

The demons are still inside of me,
Just when I start to feel better
They come back to remind me,

That they will always be lurking in the
Distance, waiting for a chance to
Come back to take my soul forever.

-KLR.

Baileys is my choice of drink,
On the rocks in a small glass,
The milky texture passes my lips and
Runs into my mouth where I taste the
Creamy taste.
It goes straight to my head and all I 
Want to do is sleep.

It numbs everything and makes me 
Feel ok.
On days like today it's something I needed.

-KLR.

Over a month has passed since you and I had contact.
I still think about you and how you have helped me over the years.
Some people don't understand why we have such a strong connection
And how I can get so addicted to the feeling you give me.
They don't understand when you have hurt me so much.
But what they don't understand is you have been there to make me
Feel alive and you make me feel alive and you show me the blood
Running through my veins.

And yes it may not be the best solution to turn to a sharp piece of 
Metal but at the time it felt like it was all I had...

-KLR.

Family

Family is supposed to be there for you through thick and thin,

Through good times and bad.

But it seems overtime I go through a hard tim they all turn their backs on me.

I get put into the too hard basket and they all run the opposite direction.

I don't know how else t cope anymore I have no one!

All they ever do is talk behind my back and when they do talk to me all I ever get is, you are making it up and you are attention seeking.

How hard is it to get it through to them that I am mentally ill,

they wonder why I have attempted suicide and self harmed I am made to feel like I'm not worth being here and I might as well take my life because none of them give a shit!

-KLR.