Another year filled with disappointment
From my own occurred
And the ones fate brought me.
Another year filled with sorrow and struggle
Trying to make ends meet,
Which I don't even get to finish.
Another year that brought me nothing
To show for, nothing to stand for,
And nothing worth at all.
If only, if only fate was kinder
To me maybe I wouldn't been in this mess,
Stuck in an endless loop of familiarity.
The worst part was my
Very own dreams that were
Too much to fulfill
And the hope that I have is diminishing
From the nonexistent proof
I have to show for.
Another year with nothing left to lose
Because I had gain nothing, it's been
The same old, same old- these past few years.
Another year with nothing to live for
, questioning my existents,
That if I should continue this.
Another year where I'm free falling
Out of this world
And straight out of the universe.
But I'll smile and pretend nothing wrong
Just like everyone wants me to.
Even though I know time is ticking away.
And since I can't find this cure-in the mean time-
I'll treat the symptoms instead,
Medicating myself in my own way.
Nothing change at all for me
Even though all around me is moving.
Every year it's been like this
And i keep telling myself
"This is not how it was supposed to be."
But overall,
What a great day to mark the occasion.
