Loving You

The cold air hit me as the door opened.

I stood still.

All I could hear was silence and sirens.

It was as if I was sucked into a scene in grey's anatomy.

The smell of disinfectant was in the air. The doctors and nurses were everywhere. I placed my hand on my belly. I guess I didn't want to feel alone.

"Ma'am...are u Mr Tyler Owen's wife?"a nurse asked as she looked down at her board. I didn't reply. I stared blankly at her.This isn't happening.

"Ma'am we get that u are in shock but we need you to cooperate. Are u Mr Owen's wife?"

"Yes this is she" The words shakly fell out of my mouth.

"This way Mrs Owen" she lead me. I just followed her I didn't know where I was going but i just followed.

Is this really?

Is this really happening to me?

Am I really here right now?

"Mrs Owens pls wait here while we stabilise your husband. "

"Is he ok? Is he gonna be ok?" I asked with tears brimming.

"We are trying our very best" she replied with a sad smile. Soon after she came back with a cup of coffee.

I sat there unable to drink the coffee. My husband, my love my heart was aching.  I was in agony all I wanted was to hold him.

All I wanted was to hit the reset button and to go back home. Lay on his chest and play with his fingers while he came up with silly baby names...

I fell forward crying and holding my chest hoping, praying for the stabbing pain to stop but it wouldn't.

All I wanted was for him to be ok.

The coffee was turning cold and my tears had dried up. The nurse then came back out.

"We were able to to remove all the glass fragments. ..However we are unable to get him out off his coma"

"How long?" I asked

"Huh"

" how long will he be in his coma?" I asked a bit annoyed.

" we won't know ma'am he had a serious car crash and his trama is quite bad. But we are hopeing for the best.."

"Can I go see him?"

"Of course"

She opened the door for me as I let myself in. I swallowed.  Trying to digest everything. A tear slide down my cheek. There he was fragile with many tubes running through him. I sat on a chair beside him. With one hand on my belly I laced the other into his...

He was holding me back.

I rested my head on the bed sobbing.

We are living in a world of uncertainty.  Anything can happen at any time or moment.

I want him back.

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So I did something; ) I hope u guys like it! I also hv another book but that is on hold.  So this is gonna be a bit of a flashback book soo I will be alternating between present and past between chapters

I guess those are the only spoilers;)
You reading this, you are beautiful and loved.

~Spreading love from me to you! ♥
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