When all else fails

Chapter 20

I am awoken by daddy's voice "mom don't Pick her up."

"Oh, nonsense all little love being held." as I feel these hands scoop me up. My eyes pop open and instant fight mode kicks is.

This woman's face older than mommies or daddy's is completely in my field of view. I punch the biggest closest target I can, which happens to be her nose. I feel the nose give as I make contact she screams out in pain as I am dropped in a heap back in the crib. Daddy rushes over to me as the woman yells. "You stupid little bitch, you broke my nose." Then turns to daddy "I knew it was wrong all littles need to be regressed." She is holding her nose.

Daddy picks me up and holds me to his shoulder. "Shhhhh sweetie it will be ok. Mom go the bathroom and get cleaned up. Once Shawnna is awake she will be in a better mood." the hollers out the room "rose can you come help my mom as I get Shawnna ready." mommy was already at the door after hearing the screaming.

"What happened?" She asks daddy quickly explains "no, I got her you take care of your mom I can't look at her right now." Daddy hands me over to mommy as I start to cry. "Oh, princess I am so sorry. She said she just wanted to look." She sits in the glider and we rock for a minute as I start to calm down. I start to shake as my adrenaline comes down. "Let's get you dressed. They came earlier than expected." She lays me on the changing table. And makes quick work of my change. She places a light purple party dress on me that does nothing to hide my diapers and a pair of white tights to cover my legs. "There you go all pretty for the party." She reaches into the crib grabs my pacifier attaches it to a clip and clips it to my dress. "Now I want to ask a favor. If you feel you are about to say something bad, please put this in your mouth. You won't be leaving our side unless it's to one we really trust ok" I nod "good girl."

I can hear Daddy talking to his mom in the bathroom. She tells him "How can you let a little menace like that in your house?"

"Mom the poor thing has PTSD. We react when startled." He tells her

"That's why all little need to be regressed. Then there is no worry about their past make it so they can't even remember their names."

As we leave my bedroom daddies mom and him are coming out of the bathroom. Daddy says "I guess proper introductions are in order. Mom this is Shawnna my little girl, Shawnna this is your grandmother Laura."

I decide for now it may be best to save the piece "Hello Laura. I am sorry about hitting you"

"Yeah if it was in my power you would. Never be able to do that again." Laura says

I lose all respect that I may have had for her then. She obviously thinks so little of us.

Mommy responds "it's a good thing she isn't yours then" as she turns and walks to the living room. There is a knock on the door. And mommy and I go answer as she opens the door there is an amazon that is a few inches shorter than mommy with fiery red hair in very tight curls. "Beth it's so good you could come!"

"God Rose it's like I haven't seen you in a week. Oh yeah it has been a week" she responds with a laugh. "Do you think I could pass up the chance to meet your new little before everyone else. Is this her?" Mommy nods. "Hello Shawnna, it's a pleasure to meet you!" she says directly to me holding out her hand.

I shake her hand "it's nice to meet you also Beth. Mommy tells me you work with her."

"That's right and I promise when you come with her, we will have so much fun." We all head into the living room the bigs chatting over me, not like I'm not there but just about things at work and catching up with each other.