About my life, I guess

Imissu

Both of us crying
Reassuring each other that it's gonna be fine
Laughing because it shouldn't be this difficult
„It's only for a week"

But it is this difficult.
I don't wanna let go for a whole damn week.
I don't wanna let you walk through this door, because not seeing your face for a week is scary.
I don't wanna stop hugging, because the thought of not having the safety of being in your arms for a week hurts.
I'm just so fucking scared. And I know it's stupid to be this stressed about such a little thing. But sitting here crying while feeling your tears soak through my shirt is still better than pretending I'm fine.

And then you're gone. And I'm sitting here, blasting sad songs through my headphones so it's harder to think, feeling so goddamn empty, writing down my feelings so I don't have to deal with the loneliness.
I already miss you.

Listening to: L$D by A$AP Rocky