Hey readers ,its my first time here writing something as I am a silent reader. So just trying something new in this qurantine period with my favourite blcouple taetee or paveldome as forthbeam,leaving it to your imagination .Hope you like it.
LOTS OF LOVE TO EACH AND EVERY TAETEE,PAVELDOME OR FORTHBEAM FANS OUT THERE..
Ignore the grammers typos and all. I may edit it later. And my english is really not well versed so I hope you all can cope with it.
Not a fanfiction , just a little something I wanted to write about the forthbeam duo.
Would like to read your comments!!
ENJOY
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If Forth were asked if he was given a chance to live once again ,was he willing to share his life one more time with beam. Was he willing to endure everthing again just to be with him. Was he ready to go through each and every insecurity he was feeling now....
Well his answer is yes...he is willing to go through everththing he is suffering now just to be with the love of his life for he knows there wont be anyone else in this wholewide world who can make him fall in love all over again if its not him...his Beam.
For a Casanova as he was, Beam was still apple of the eyes for everygirl in his university. And to add to Forth's existing miseries after they started dating boys want him too. Its taking toll over him to keep the hands of girls and boys off his boyfriend. On the other Beam don't even care about anyone eying him , he may be aware of that but still his eyes was only for his one and only boyfriend.
Being an infamous gangleader ,say..it was a little easy for him to scare someone approaching his lover,anyone knowing his wrath wouldn't dare if he or she don't want to end at any hospital . Still insecurities are still there without knowing any cause of it just as a feeling to deal with everyday .
Being jealous everytime is not an easy task, its not that he want to but he cant help it, Beam is just to appealing for everyone. He just want his boyfriend to be in his arms everytime if he can or more better cage him but...well he don't want an angry beam ,do he? its not that he don't believe in beam he just cant help it. If being with beam cost him a lot then so be it because he believes if its for beam every suffering worth it because for him beam worth it.
Forth was many things for everyone; a friend , a handsome hot gangleader , a devil in the form of a Headhazer, a toughest component,a whipped man head over heels on his boyfriend . Many visualize him in many many ways but for Beam he was just his Forth ,the man he loves because if its not him then its no one, he may just die single. But he wont, he is happy about it.
Beam knows he is straight or just say he is gay only for forth coz for a former playboy as he was now no hot girl can have his attention anymore for if he has eyes its just for his handsome hot boyfriend. He don't have to flaunt about it coz everyone eying his lover is aware of it.
He was aware of Forth's insecurities ,he assures it everytime they are together that one who he belongs to is none other than forth. But who is he lying to he knows he have same insecurities as forth have for him or maybe tenfolds more .He's aware of forth being bi , he has seen it sometimes long before they got together.And its no lie that he was also a playboy before,Forth has seen it. But everything was a past that led them towards their now present.
IF forth thinks he is having a hard time keeping everyone away from is boyfriend ,Beam was no different.He makes sure everytime he is with forth that he claims his man , mark him as his ,he don't want anyone eyeing his lover more than necessary .They don't want a sassy Heartless Beam to get their tongue.
Having both girls and boys drooling over your boyfriend is actually a sight to see and having a boyfriend who has eyes just for you well.... Beam cant ask for more . Having a overly possessive boyfriend sometimes can bring you great thrills and in this case Beam was a luckyone. Knowing how to trigger his lover's jealousy and possesiveness comes with equally hot and wild nights and a burning butt next day ,not that he his complaining.
Loving eachother comes with many things love, trust , possessiveness, jealousy , insecurities and they want enjoy it well as much as they can. Because if their love brings a little suffering with it then let it be , they are more then happy to suffer together for a forever.....
Thank you!!😙😙and stay safe!
