From A Small seed comes A Beautiful Rose

Broken Clocks

Time flows very fast

Especially when your trying to run away from your empty past

I remember the first time I rested my eyes on you

The feeling of bliss was sweeter than honeydew

I was really tripping over you

Sometimes you made me feel as if you were tripping over me too

Sending sweet, caring messages

Allowing me to display my vulnerability unto you

When it ended I felt nothing but sorrow

Not only for myself because I was stupid enough to fall in your fake love trap

But for all the other girls that would experience such a mishap

Heartbreak feels like stepping onto mounds of glass

Especially since you made me lose all of my class , pride and dignity

I was caught up in the rapture of love

Or maybe it was the idea of having fun with someone that I thought of as my heaven sent dove

I craved your body and you pretended as if you craved mine

Loving you seems like such a harsh crime

But I'm guilty even if u didnt deserve the love and affection I tried to pour onto you

So now I must do my time

Your Slick talks and the way you walked is enough to make any girl melt

But I wonder if any of them can replicate the pain I felt

Waiting and watching like a fool

You had no care for me so you used me like a tool

Many sleepless nights

All the stupid fights that I had in my head

You brought division to a place that was once whole

Every ounce of my soul has now been turned cold

You had me sitting on your shelf like I was a contagious mold growing on your least favorite loaf of bread

You Constantly messed with my head

You made me believe that you wanted me to be the one in your bed

Then when you lose interest because you found someone else

you left me on read

After that I felt dead

I made up in my mind

That maybe I needed to find

Someone who would love me for me

Someone who would feel empathy for the sake of me

Then you came back

I accepted your invitation of pleasure

But still somehow you felt unsure

Maybe it was because the feelings that I thought that you had developed weren't pure

The pain pierced through my beating heart

I should've known that a sexy, intelligent , young man like yourself

Wouldnt have been serious from the start

I just wish that no other girl has to endure the pain that I did before

But I'm done now for good

And cant take it anymore

The clock speeds up

So that means your time is up

And I unfortunately dont have anymore tears to be used up

I refuse to go back to my empty past

And suffer from the pain of a broken heart

Time flows very fast

Especially when your trying to run away from your empty past