BEAUTIFUL DISASTER

Chapter 15

Ignore the errors, I'll edit soon.

He came back so happy as though he did not leave the room upset. I knew someone had lost their life but I didn't want to speak to him. No matter what this man did to me I was addicted to him,it was as though I was under a spell,i became a whole fool,I was happy to see him happy,all the humiliation didn't matter at this point I just wanted us to be happy. Besides I thought he was the only one I had.
He allowed me to go to the kitchen so I would make him some food,in the yard he had a little ugly black cat. Ugly like him,I didn't like and it kept staring at me. I had to kick it or throw a shoe at it, I used the back door which is also the kitchen door and while chasing it away I saw something,as though it was buried. I do not know why my heart was on and mind off. I gues God works in different ways,I had to see what it was so I took a cooking stick to help me dig it out. I was so lucky Jeff had gone to Woodlands mall to get some chicken cubes cause I was making him chicken.
I dug it out. I couldn't believe my eyes,I knew everything I was going through wasnt normal but he stupid ass crossed the line. It was a doll, a black baby doll covered in red and purple. Red is a colour for love and attraction while purple I still don't know. I began to connect the dots,the African tribal tattoos,he must have gotten the to protect himself from other evil forces,the killings.
. He wasnt just a serial killer he was a ritual killer,explained all his riches and the idea of selling body parts. He probably used to do it but made me think he just thought of it,but why me? I knew I took myself to him but still no.
I decided to burn it. This was my chance to run ? Yes and this time I left,I didn't think twice.
I ran to the nearest police post which was Woodlands police, I was so scared I knew he was going to know what I did when he got home and that I found out but I didn't care. I just wanted to be safe, at the police I called shakina,i told the police everything from how i met him till that very day.
Apparently they had been looking for him and they'd never understand how they would never arrest him.
I told them I burnt something but only God knows if there was more.
He was later arrested that evening and shekina advised me to go to a church so I would be prayed for. Mind you me and Jeff did a blood covenant meaning no matter what happens I'll still be connected to him somehow.
I was prayed for, I even went to visit him before his trial, I knew he was going to be sentenced to death so I had to say bye.
Did I regret my actions? Yes I did. Even after burning the charm,going for prayers and trying to move on with my life I still had a soft spot for him. Maybe it wasnt the charm. I was actually inlove with this psychopath.
I had so many questions when I meet him,obviously he couldn't give me every answer but I understood him. He was honest with me from the beginning and that's what made me fall inlove with him.
Like it or not I dropped the charges against Jeff and with the money we made from selling the heart I made sure I got the best lawyer to help defend him.
His lawyer said the only way is to say his a crazy man, I didn't want to argue,I just wanted to have a peace of mind. If Jeff had died I was going to be the cause and I didn't want that.
The case was adjourned and Jeff was taken to Chinama hospital where he began treatment.
I visited him a number of times but I had to move on with my life. He reminded me of everything i had gone through and i didn't like it.
This time before cutting him off I talked to him. He understood I have school and I needed to make my parents proud the right way. He wanted to see me happy too,so he let me go.
I loved him,part of me still does but we move.

The end.

I know, I'm sad too but this is the end. I will answer some questions and some i wont just for my own personal reasons.
I hope you loved my story!