melody |chanlix one shot

♫find your muse♫

(i wrote this one shot for a really important person.)

chan was stressed out. he needs to make new songs for the upcoming album but his motivation is nowhere to find. he runs through his hair and lets out a frustrated scream. he doesn't know what to do. chan doesn't want to disappoint his 8 bandmates and especially not his adorable and precious boyfriend. he loves him very much and he would give him all the stars and the whole galaxy. but right now he can't do anything right. he didn't sleep and eat much in the last days and he didn't spend much time with his friends. most of the time he slept in the studio because he was too tired to walk back to the dorm. he missed his boyfriend, he missed their daily cuddles, he missed his smell and the most important he missed the kisses of his boyfriend. he was just so frustrated. why can't he just write new songs? why did he said to the other two 3racha members that he can write the songs alone? chan was pissed at himself for being so stubborn. chan tries to concentrate himself. the keyword is try.

after some more frustrated screams and hitting his head on the desk, the door's open and his really cute boyfriend looks in the studio. "hey hyung", felix says with his deep voice. chan was in his own thought so he didn't notice that felix entered the room. "oh hey baby? don't you have dance practice?", chans asks and turns himself to felix. "no", felix smiles,"we already had it. its 10pm. when are you coming home? i miss you." chan feels guilty. he know that he should spend more time with his boyfriend but he knows too well that he needs to finish those songs. "i don't now lix. i miss you too lixie but i need to finish those songs." felix just nods and he can feel his tears in his eyes. "o-oh okay. i'm going now don't stress yourself too much chan hyung", he tries to not to cry and to stay strong but his lower lip trembles too much. chan's heart breaks at the sight of his boyfriend. "lix? come here please." felix goes slowly to chan with his head hung low. "look at me, please baby." felix looks at chan with teary eyes. chan's heart breaks hin 100 little pieces. chan carries felix on his lap and kisses his temple. "i'm so sorry lixie. i really am. i just need to finish those songs but i don't have any ideas and i don't want to disappoint you and the others." felix kisses chan on the cheek. "chanie hyung. that's okay but why didn't you talk to me? i was scared that i did something wrong." "i-i was so scared. i am your leader and i need to do anything right. i didn't mean to make you feel like that. i'm sorry" felix giggles. "stop apologising. it's okay and maybe i can help you with your problem." chan looks at him interested. "what's going on in your mind baby?" "i know that you love my voice and my cuddles", chan smiles and nods,"so what if i just stay in your lap and maybe i can sing for you." felix got really shy and his cheeks flushed red. chan found it adorable. "i think this would really help" felix sits down more comfortably and lays his head in the crotch of chan's neck. he loved doing that. he starts to start singing/rapping oxygen of jackson wang because he know that chan loves this song. chan closed his eyes too feel the voice and melody more. he lays his hand on the back of felix body and starts to rubbing circles on his skin. he starts to feel the happiness and motivation again. he loves felix so much. he needs him, like he needs oxygen. after felix finished singing chan kissed him on the cheek. "thank you so much baby. now i think i have my motivation back. do you still want to stay here?" felix nods happily. he loves watching chan while he's working. he thinks chan looks really hot. (who doesn't lol)

after some more sung songs from felix and some kisses from chan. chan finished his songs and he was really proud and he was thankful for felix help. now chan finished his songs and lix had fallen asleep. chan adores felix. he caresses his cheek lightly and whispers:"i love you" after that cute moment chan carries felix to the couch because it was way too late to go back to the dorm and he doesn't want to wake felix up, he looked way too cute. chan lays himself on the couch and starts too cuddle with lixie. felix starts to smile in his sleep and chan couldn't be any happier.