You're My Light (Jikook/Kookmin)- COMPLETE

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Jungkook POV

I stood there, stunned. I had just encountered the man I missed the most, Jimin. But something was off—he didn’t seem to recognize me at all.

“Is he kidding me? Huhhh, after he cheats on me, he can pretend he doesn’t know me? How could he be so indifferent?” My mind raced with frustration and hurt. The anger I felt was real, but beneath it was a wave of confusion and sadness.

Despite my emotions, a part of me couldn’t ignore how much I missed him. His voice was still as soft and sincere as ever. The way he apologized—so genuine and heartfelt—struck a chord deep within me. But as I observed him, I noticed something troubling. His gaze was vacant, almost as if he was seeing through me rather than actually seeing me. It was like the first time I met him at the train station in his hometown—his eyes empty and distant.

I couldn’t understand why he seemed so different. The Jimin I knew was vibrant and full of life, but now he appeared lost and disconnected. My heart ached with a mix of unresolved feelings and concern. The pain of our past, compounded with this new uncertainty, left me struggling to make sense of the situation.

I stood there, paralyzed. Even though I had finally come face to face with Jimin, words failed me. My mouth felt locked, as if it refused to cooperate. I watched helplessly as Jimin walked away, hand in hand with another man—presumably someone who was there to support him.

Jimin POV

I was immensely relieved that my precious ring hadn’t been lost. It was the only tangible reminder of Jungkook, a source of strength for me as I lived without him. I made the decision not to wear it on my finger anymore, fearing it might be lost again. Instead, I put it on a chain and wore it around my neck—it felt safer this way.

I could hear Harabeoji crying when Namjoon Hyung told him about my eyesight and the treatment. Harabeoji's happiness was so profound that it brought tears to his eyes. Aish, Harabeoji, you make me want to cry with you. Your love and concern for me are overwhelming.

Namjoon Hyung took me to the park, a place I always loved despite my blindness. The atmosphere was soothing, and although I couldn’t see, I could hear a group of men busking nearby. Their performance was captivating. I smiled when they began singing "Love Scenario" by IKON, one of my favorite songs.

The melody filled the air, and I couldn't help but sing along in my mind. The song brought back memories and a sense of joy, even in my current situation. I appreciated the music’s ability to lift my spirits, and Namjoon Hyung’s presence made the experience even more special.

🎼🎵Sarangeul haetta uriga manna
Jiuji motthal chueogi dwaettda
Bolmanhan mellodeurama
Gwaenchanheun gyeolmal
Geugeomyeon dwaessda neol saranghaettda🎼🎵

🎼🎵Uriga mandeun LOVE SCENARIO
Ijen jomyeongi kkeojigo
Majimak peijireul neomgimyeon
Joyonghi mageul naerijyo. 🎼🎵

“Hyung…” I called out to Namjoon Hyung. “I want to sing.”

His response was a mixture of surprise and disbelief. I could tell from his voice that he was taken aback. I’d never sung in public before, but today, I felt a strong urge to do so.

“I want to sing,” I repeated with more confidence. I felt a mix of excitement and nervousness. I could hear him moving away, probably to speak with the buskers.

A moment later, Namjoon Hyung returned and gently led me toward the group. “Come, Jimin,” he encouraged. As we approached, I could hear the buskers preparing to support me. The opportunity to sing in such a setting was both thrilling and comforting.

“What song do you want to sing?” one of the buskers asked.

“Ahhh, can you play ‘Promise’ by Park Jimin?” I requested. It was a song close to my heart.

“Of course. Good choice,” the busker responded warmly.

As the busker started strumming the guitar, the familiar melody enveloped me. The song's soothing notes took me to a place of calm and solitude. As I began to sing, it felt as though I was transported to a different world—one filled with serene loneliness and memories of Jeon Jungkook. The music created a bubble of peace around me, connecting me to moments from the past and to Jungkook in a way that felt both comforting and bittersweet.

🎼🎵Honja jjujeo anja
Saenggag man keojyeoga
Eonjebuteo neon nal apeuge haessdeonga
Neo jochado moreujanha

Neodo apeujanha 'cause you’re mine
I just want to blow your mind
Ireohge neon tto meoleojyeo man ganeunde
Nan Amuleohji anheunde
Geuleohge malhaneunde
Sasileun naega, geuge aninga bwa

I want you to be your light, baby
You should be your light
Deoneun apeuji anhge
Nega useul su issge
I want you to be your night, baby
You could be your night
Ibami neoege soljighal su issge

Neodo apeujanha 'cause you’re mine
I just want to blow your mind
Ireohge neon tto meoleojyeo man ganeunde
Nan Amuleohji anheunde
Geuleohge malhaneunde
Sasileun naega geuge aninga bwa

I want you to be your light, baby
You should be your light
Deoneun apeuji anhge
Nega useul su issge
I want you to be your night, baby
You could be your night
Ibami neoege soljighal su issge

Ijen naege yagsoghae oh oh
Halue myeoch beonssig oh oh
Honjala neukkyeodo oh oh
Neol beolijineun ma oh oh
Oh oh neol oh oh yeogi jamkkan meomchwoseo
Saekki songalag geolgo
Ijen naege yagsoghae oh oh oh oh  🎼🎵

"I wish.....You're happy Kkuk-ah"

As I finished singing, my dreamlike state was shattered by the sound of applause from the crowd. I felt the tears streaming down my face, and I couldn't help but feel a bit embarrassed. Aish, I really am a crybaby.

“Jiminie… you sounded great,” Namjoon Hyung said, his voice full of warmth. He pulled me into a comforting hug.

“Angel voice!” he added, ruffling my hair affectionately. His praise and embrace were a balm for my emotions, making me feel both proud and cherished in that moment.

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I feel love....

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But, I miss Jungkookie.....

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Kkuk-ah.....I'm sorry
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