DARNELL PROV.
I walked up the stairs to kush room debating with my self if i should really tell ha how i fell, she always think a nigga playing with ha when it comes to how i fell emotionally about her. I slowly crept the door open and walked towards her bathroom . My foot dragging on her fluffy cream carpets she had me install for her once she moved in.
Her bathroom door was cracked open, i thought twice about knocking but instead i slowly pushed the door opened , there she stood in her bar and panties looking badder than ever i tried to control my self but every time i told my self no it only made me want her more.
"Yes..." she said while turning around to face me . I walked slowly towards her with my eye on her and her body , once i reached her i pulled her body towards me by her hips , she tried to protest and step back but i pulled her body closer to mines.
"kush i want you " i said really saying how i feel about her. And no, i didn't mean i want in sex wise but by her facial expression I'm believing she think i mean it that way . " Naw baby not like that , i mean when the time is right then yeah but i mean i want you .... i want an us" i said looking her in her eyes.
she broke eye contact with me to look at the floor then back up at me with tears in her eyes , i know she said she hasn't and doesn't want to give any one her heart because many people have fucked with hers before so i knew that would be a big reason for her to denie me and my proposition, but i cant let that stop me we've known each otha' for about a 5 years and she been staying with me for one year.
A tear slid down her cheek and i wiped it off " ma, why you crying" i asked more concerned about her then her answer to my question. She smiled and shook her head " its tears of joy boy " she said and chuckled. i shook my head at her "so are you gone answer my question about us being together?" i asked
She took a deep breath " look i like us the way we are know and i rather something to happen for me to consider a relationship with you , i don't wont ANYTHING to ruin our friendship" she said while looking at her hands. I lifted her head up making her give me eye contact " kush you know i respect what ever and how ever you feel and if you feel like you need for something to happen to bring us together then so be it" i said before placing a soft peck on her lips. I pecked it again and this time she responded back to it , she bit my bottom lip causing my to take her top lip in my mouth.
I quickly lifted her up on the bathroom counter and sat her down squeezing her ass in the process. i began licking and sucking on her neck causing her to moan . She quickly pushed me back and shyly got off the counter , " i didn't mean it like that" she said while blushing . See for as long as i knew kush i rarely seen her blush especially when me and her had conversations she was always on thug mode .
I chuckled lowly " cant blame me for trying " i said while backing out the bathroom. I blew her a kiss and she rolled her eye before closing the door and locking it. I shook my head and walked to me room and laid back on my bed closing my eyes .
Today have been a real hected day and only rest or a blunt could make my problems fade away.
Darnell in the media
