I Can't Carry This Anymore

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    Yesterday I lost someone very very important to me

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    Yesterday I lost someone very very important to me. Someone I wanted to spend my life with. She's not dead, but she walked out of my life as if I meant nothing to her. which lead me to start thinking.. Do I even mean anything to anyone? From all the hate I get from most people It led me to believe I don't.
   I only cause pain and suffering to those who actually care about me, which leads them to either leave me or fall into depression in which I would block myself in my own world. But being alone caused much more pain and suffering.
       This girl helped me through everything. She kept me living. She was my will to live.. Now that she's gone I'm lost. I don't want to hurt more people, but I don't want to hurt anymore. I don't want this pain, I don't want to live with my past, it haunts me everyday. What did I do to deserve this? Guess I'll never know. I wrote this Hoping that special, beautiful, amazing person understands how I felt about them, how I still feel. They probably won't though.. I want you all to know that no matter what you are loved, I love you all..

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 25, 2019 ⏰

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