i panicked cal

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(My take on Ben stopping Callum from leaving on chrstmas eve what should of happened)

"He's what" ben nearly shouted

Lola was a little taken back " he's leaving Ben,"

Ben was shocked and ran out towards callums flat ....with lola, jay, kathy and phil trailing behind. Ben saw callum walking towards the tube station " cal wait!"

Callum heard Ben's voice and turned around " ben what's are you doing"

Ben reached Callum and was inches away from him " I was a idoit... I may have opened the gift and it was amazing however there was something missing,"

Callum was confused " missing like what"

Ben smiled a little with tears in his eye " I remember that day that the photo of me and lex was taken like it were yesterday,  she insisted that the three of us had a photo together,and that was missing cal, your missing" he took a deep breath " I was an idoit to ever let you go, walking away from you cal was hard, and I know what I said hurt you because I could see it in your eyes and i still can."

Callum looked down to the floor to try and stop his tears

"I said I didnt love you which was stupid because it was only fours hours earlier that I was telling jay how much I loved you and that I needed to tell you" ben stopped a minute allowing Callum to take it all in"

Callum looked up and towards jay

Jay smiled " its true cal, Why do you think I was shocked when you told me that Ben walked away"

Callum looked back to ben

Ben smiled through his tears" after paul I didn't think I would ever find anyone that made me feel like he did....then I met you... and everything changed, what I felt with paul came back the happiness,  the feeling of being in love and being loved. When you told me that you loved me, I had longed for you to say it, since the affair but when you did I panicked. And then I did what I normally do and hurt the people I love the most"

Callums tears were uncontrollably  by the time Ben had finished speaking, he wasnt expecting this,

Ben took a step forward which closed the gap between them" I love you Callum highway, and I want you back as my boyfriend, I want you back in my arms,"

Callum looked at Ben and he took a deep breath trying to calm down,

Ben lifted his hand and moved a straned of hair from callums face" I know I messed up but please cal, come back  to me"

Callum smiled a little through his tears as he leant down a little and kissed Ben softly

Ben didn't think or hesitate but kissed his lover back just as soft.

Callum was the first to pull away, " I love you two"

Ben smiled as he placed a single kiss n callums lips

Callum took Ben's hand and onterlpcked their fingers" come home with me"

Ben locked eyes with Callum " thought you'd never ask"

Thats it for this one....
Kaz

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