Who Would Expect

First Entry

Wake up. Go to bath. Study.

This has been my daily routine for these past few months.

I can't imagine myself ending up like this like before I was this carefree and didn't gave a damn shit about studying and school related stuffs but I still graduated as a top student in my previous school.

Ironic but it's nothing to brag about because I didn't think I deserved it. Me being like that. By that I mean how lazy and comfy I was and all negative traits you could ever think of but oh well here I am. Exactly the opposite person as I was few months ago.

I'm currently studying subjects that fall under humanities. And for the record,it's weekend  so why am I reading these stuffs here while my other friends or should I say "former friends" are dressing so kawaii and are going to mall.

The reason? I don't really know well too. I used to be like them like loving window shopping and going to otaku stores and such. Watching movies, food triping, playing arcades wow I'm thinking how I used to love doing those especially when I'm with my peers. But well, enough of those memories because as of now I know I can't be like that anymore.

The me now is the me I never imagined myself to be. By me  I mean a study machine.

Yes a study machine.

Unfortunate I may be for feeling so down right now well who wouldn't but when I think of the benefits I would get from being like this is totally worth it..I hope.

Beep. Beeping so loud.

Lame phone. Boring phone. Throw that phone.

My phone is beeping so loud right now and you're wondering why I  wouldn't look at it because truth be told I don't want to.

Before, yes I'm telling you again about this before, I get so annoyed when receiving messages because they are just a message sent to many and I wanted a personal one but now all messages I get is from my parents only. You could say I got what I wanted like receiving personal messages but it's expected because whose parents would send a group message anyway.

In short I regretted getting annoyed with group messages before.

Well when I can't concentrate studying thanks to my phone so I think it's already time to look at it now because Its really beeping and beeping and maybe it's an emergency but when I read it, totally nonsense and waste of effort.

Unknown number
Yo! Nerdy chick doing alright?

What the hell.

I didn't give this new  phone number to anyone except my parents well now you know why I only get Personal messages from them.

I even told my friends to don't even think of contacting me unless there's emergency but it wasn't effective so I just changed my phone number and turned myself into a boring loner nerd.

I just didn't mind the text because that was a complete nonsense and I don't care whose the sender because I'm definitely not going to waste time and have  conversations with some random jerks.

I just wasted my time reading books and turned my phone into silent mode so no one would really disturb me. I got my headset and put it on my right ear leaving my left ear free for my hearing not to be damaged or so what the book I read said. To leave one of your ears free when putting headsets to let the sound waves pass your other ear to ensure safety of your hearing blah blah. What, am i blabbing so much? ugh nerd.

It's already lunch time when I decided to take a look at my messages expecting my mom would text me what I should cook for my lunch. Yes she still do that like I'm some elementary kid. Well I think it's better that way. When I unlocked the screen, what the..

121 unread messages I was used of  getting many messages before even more than this but that was when I had more than 2 contacts on my phone.

1 unread message from my mom and the others are from, geez, that unknown number. Just what does he want?

I went to the kitchen and cooked just what my mom told me to do so. After I ate lunch, I washed the dishes and went back study. So my day really was spent studying nothing special except that unknown person though.

I was ready to go to bed when I decided to take a peek of the messages that unknown person sent, just one. Enough to kill time.

It was the latest text saying,

"To be honest, you  stink. just kidding notice me would you mind?"

I immediately replied with,

"Bonehead. Stop bothering people."

I was wondering  why I even replied to that nonsense text when I decided I would just take a peek. I guess I'm the pretty stupid here.

 But really, I'm more curious now as of why am I reading more of that person's nonsense text messages and am I enjoying? Weird. Very weird.