Deserted

I turned left and I turned right,

There was no one by my side.

I was left alone in the deep night,

With my eyes wandering in the night's sky.

Where will I go?

I was far from home,

And I didn't even know the right road.

In my time of need,

I had no feed,

Not to talk of a friend indeed.

Everyday of my life attracted an awkward glare,

As if I lived in a long nightmare,

Following my own path,I saw everything clear,

I was very much unwanted;that wasn't rare.

They made me feel like an outcast,

Clearly ,that was never in the past.

I thought this was a new beginning,

But I didn't realise that I was sinking,

All this while I thought it was okay though the voice in my head kept ringing,

I always felt my thoughts were just singing.

The mornings I woke up feeling better,

I thought my heart will be recognised as tender,

But I was regarded as a beggar,

We victims of bully, they just want us to surrender.

Everyday of my life was extremely boring;no exception.

It was void of any infatuation,

Not even for boys or money; that was no information.

No one was proud of my erudition,

Even though that was my number one mission.

I might have some hidden talents in me,

But everyone brought me down by being very mean,

Even my parents showed no pride in my being.

I felt like I was their biggest mistake,

They probably thought I'd be the little cherry on top of their perfect cake,

But that was not the case.

And that was probably why I was sometimes used as bait,

To get their rich friends to donate in my name.

I am now one who needs help,that's their claim,

But I know one day, they'll all be put to shame,

Because that's my main aim.