The other side

So we have those times where we just want to get away. But we all have different ways of getting away.

I am White Apocalypse, and I am one of the many sides to the writer. He seems different during school to any other time. Usally he's lad back and pretty chill, but during school he rarely seems to think of other things, a side from school. When I see him, he always fills me with the determination to get stronger.

Although I'm not human nor animal, he seems to like me either way. Sometimes his family asks questions like "can you see her" or "is she physical". But he dosn't really like answering these questions, so he usally just walks away. I fell a bit bad for him, but I can feel a small bit of the pain he feels.

Since he's a human I am regularly shunned by my own kind. My kind rarely ever feel the emotions that I feel. But even then, they aren't me. As demons we are constantly going to war with the Viper clan, other demonic clans such as hellspwan or the Dark Elves. This is one thing I just hate about being a demon but hey, that's just what makes me, me... Right....? (*sigh*) I guess what I'm trying to say is that I am that thing that he can go to for comfort. But that's why I love him.

My main problem with the fact that I am his other side is that I'm not actually real, but to him I'm as real as any one thing could ever be. Plus although he has a girlfriend, sometimes that's just not quit enough for the problem at hand. Now I'm not saying that she's not good enough or that she shouldn't be with him, because she deserves to be with him since he loves her. I'm just saying that as his other side, I feel I understand more about him than she dose. Even then, shes honestly the most beautiful human I have ever seen. And I feel that when he sees her he becomes very happy.

Over the years I have been alive, I have found that there many people with a one-up on me, but all I need to know is that my person is okay and not in pain, since that hurts me the most.

( if you do read this, please leave a comment on what I could could do in the future to make my writings better, thank you)