Requested by @HumbleCrustacean , hope you enjoy it!! 😊😊😊
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Jealous!Kakashi x Female Reader
Reader POV
I knew taking that mission was a mistake.
I sigh to myself as I make my way home, trying to push the intrusive thoughts out of my head. Me and my team had taken a mission to the Land of Waves, a long term under cover mission that required three months of deep cover investigation...
But more than that...it was a mission of seduction. A mission that required me to seduce and trick men with the purpose of retrieving hidden information.
As much as I know it was for the good of the village, and that I only had to go as far as I was comfortable with...I still feel...wrong for doing so.
Not that I did anything with any of those men...thanks to my skills in high level genjutsu, but just knowing that they will still have lewd memories of me because of it is a little bit off putting for me.
But it was necessary, especially considering I had no interest in sleeping with any of those men...I was waiting for the right guy to share that kind of intimacy with...which leads to the other reason I'm so uncomfortable with what occurred over there.
My boyfriend...Kakashi.
I have been dating him for almost 9 months now, and we've grown very close to each other...and that is the biggest reason I didn't tell him that was doing this mission...in fact, I didn't tell him I had a mission at all. I knew if I brought it up he would ask questions, and if I got too flustered he would be able to tell something was wrong...that man knows me so well, I didn't want him to find out and add to the reasons I had against going...along with other things...
I lied to him...and left for three months without a word. He's probably extremely upset with me right now...or will be once he knows I'm home safe...
I should have told him...or not gone on the mission...even if it was successful. I don't like lying to Kakashi...
Sighing again, I make my way up to the stairs of my apartment, needing a hot shower before I think of facing my boyfriend right now. Not that it would make me feel any better for the mission.
Checking the mailbox to find it stuffed full of junk and bills, I head up to my floor, turning the key I. The lock and dropping my mail on the kitchen table, as well as kicking off my shoes at the door. I turn on the lights as I make my way into the small apartment, and I nearly groan at the sight of my bed...I spent to much time sleeping in sleeping bags on the floor...I definitely need to avoid this room until I've at least talked with Kakashi.
The sound of a slight creak in the floor perks my attention, and I reach for a kunai on my belt as I turn around...only to pause at the sight of a white haired jonin in my bedroom doorway...not wearing his mask or forehead protector, the latter clattering to the floor as he throws it.
"Kakas-"
His quick attack on my lips cuts me off, pinning me between the bedroom wall and his body, and I immediately notice the difference between the way he's kissing me now in comparison to the way he usually kisses me...fervent and rough, almost ravenous...it's all I can do to keep up with him...not that I don't like it.
"You have no idea how long I've been thinking about this (y/n)...how much I've missed you these past three months..."
He murmurs huskily against my mouth, moving down to my neck as he nips and sucks on the sensitive skin.
"Kakashi..." I pant out, a bit shaky.
"Especially since you disappeared without explanation, and I found out through Tsunade that you had a mission of seduction in the Land of Waves...."
His hands slide down to my hips, pushing up my shirt to touch my skin.
"Did you do this with other men? Is that why you didn't tell me (y/n)?"
Before I can reply, his lips are back on mine, and I try to wiggle my way out of his grasp as he pulls off my headband hastily. I finally manage to pull away, gasping for air as he moves down to my collar bone. And I struggle to remember that I want him to stop...despite how much I'm enjoying it...
"N-no I didn't...I made sure of it..."
His gaze flickers up to mine, and my blush deepens.
"I was chosen with my team because of my genjutsu specialty...I never did anything with the men accept trick them into talking..."
He cups my cheek gently, pressing my forehead to mine.
"So why didn't you tell me (y/n)? I was worried sick..."
I drop my gaze, feeling ashamed.
"Because I knew you would figure it out...and I didn't want you thinking that's what I was doing..."
I sigh.
"I didn't want you thinking I was with anyone else...especially considering I wanted my first time to be with you..."
He raises my chin upwards, his steel eye glittering.
"You really mean that darling?"
Blushing, I nod my head, and he smiles.
"I'm glad to hear that darling...because I want the same thing as well."
I gasp and kisses me deeply, slow and heated instead of his former approach. The hand that still lingers under my shirt starts sliding back up again, and I shiver in anticipation. He pulls back though, staring at me in a hungry way that matches the soft smirk on his face.
"I just have one request baby..."
He presses his lips to my ear, whispering lowly.
"I rather you not take another mission like that again...because I don't like to share..."
