Hey my little hybrids in honor of the bromance awards I decided to do a chapter for you all. Btw I would love it if you all will vote for me for the awards this story is one of the nominees for the Lashton/5SOS category.-xxxxxxxRin
~~~TRIGGER WARNING/SELF HARM~~~
Luke's POV:
Ashton was busy today, so were all my friends, and my mum was working. Sadly I was left with my thoughts. Left with the mirror that rang a thousand horrible words without saying a word.
Ugly
Fat
Scarred
Impossible to love
Useless
Worthless
The thoughts went on and on. It brought me down more. My wrists began to itch. The urges came back.
Just do it. You're already f***ing worthless. Hell why don't you just kill yourself wouldn't make a difference to anyone.
Don't Luke, for Ashton. Stay strong for Ashton. He loves you. Even if you don't deserve him you're what he wants and what makes him happy right now. Just dont do it, for him. Then when he leaved and he's happy with someon else, then you can do it just not now not while he's happy.
I had to stay strong... for Ashton. But it itched so much. I'm sure he wouldn't notice a couple on my stomach. Just a c to calm the urge.
That's right, Luke he won't notice. Just one for how f***ing useless you are.
I looked into the mirror.
He won't notice. You'll wear a shirt.
I turned around grabbing the razot off the top of the medicine cabinet.
What about Ashton? How would he feel if he did notice?
He'd be hurt. I hesitated and looked at my stomach, no scars. I looked over at the toilet. I could flush it.
Yes Luke!
No!
I walked over to the toilet. I held the blade in my palm. I hesitated and then slowly tipped my hand to let it fall. It plopped in.
Luke get it. You can clean it off, use it.
No Luke flush it... for Ashton.
"For Ashton" I muttered my hand drifting above the handle. I finally flushed it and walked back into my room.
I heard the door open and Ashton yell "honey I'm home." I ran up to him taking him into a hug.
"I'm soo happy you're home." I whispered. He giggled saying it back.
"Okay now you were alone," he said examining my chest for any marks, then taking my wrists into his hands turning them and looking them over, then pulling my jeans down slightly to check my thighs.
"You really love me don't you?" I asked quietly. He looked up at me surprised.
"Of course I do" he whispered back looking sincere.
"I flushed my blade."
"You did? Luke that's great. Maybe I dont have to worry as much about you. What made you flush them?"
"You, Ashton, you're my strength."
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