Like Farther Like Daughter

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I got up and rushed to the bathroom. I locked the door and spoke back to my farther "Dad, are you there" I was scared, I didn't know what the jedi wanted to do with me. I missed my dad. 'Yes, Y/n, I'm here. I love you so much, don't forget that'  Why did he say that? Was somethng wrong? "Dad, what's wrong? I know something is" Panic filled me when he didn't answer for a while. 'Nothing is wrong my dearest Y/n, I'm just worried, that's all. Have they told you where you're going yet?'  "No, not yet. They are jedi dad, I don't know what to do, I'm scared" I missed my dad so much, I didn't realise until that moment. I had no idea what to do without him. What if they hurt me, what then. I have nothing to defend myself, not engough practice to use the force. I started to cry. Tears were welling up in my eyes since I was taken from my farther, and I let them loose. 'Y/n, don't cry my love. I will rescue you and we can have another night in, just you and me. Okay? Just calm down for me' His voice filled my head and I tried to consentrate on speaking to him. 

A couple mintues later I lost the conection. I cried more than before. Tears freely flowing down my face. Thoughts of the last night my farther and I spent together came flooding back, but they were interupted when someone knocked on the door. I dried my eyes and opened the door to see a very conserned looking Luke. "Hey, are you okay? I heard you crying" I pushed past him while saying "I'm fine" through my teeth. "Look, I'm trying to be nice here. What have I done wrong?" I stopped in my tracks and turned to look at him. There was so much worry in his eyes and it reminded me of my farther. I gave in to the tears and cried once again. He rushed over to me, he gently grabbed my sholders and looked in to my eyes. "Please tell me Y/n, what's wrong"

His voice was caring and demanding at the same time. I sat on the ground where I was standing and he mirrored my actions. "You can tell me what's wrong, you know." I shook my head no "I can't trust you, I can't trust any of you" he looked shocked but tried to convince me to talk. "Look Y/n, please tell me, I can help." I sighed and looked at him. I gave in to him and started explaining about my dad and the last night we spent together. I cried more than I had ever cried in my life. Luke was actually listening to me, and comforting me. I thought that it was a tactic to get me to talk, but there was a little voice in the back of my mind telling me that he ment it. That he genually cared about me. But he was a jedi, he could not be trusted. 

He pulled me into a hug when I finished talking. "Y/n, I'm sorry to hear that, who is your dad?" I wasn't sure if I should tell him, he probably wouldn't want to be friends with someone on the darkside, let alone Darth Vader's daughter. I pushed that thought to the side for know and told him the truth about my heritage. "Luke, you may not like me after this, but my dad is Darth Vader. I understand if you don't like me anymore, you don't have to" I wanted him to like me, I didn't know why. He was a jedi, they are mean and selfish, aren't they? "Y/n, I don't juge people on their past or their family, I juge them by how they are when I know them. People change" For some reason I bileved him. Like anyone could like a monster like me.

 I hugged him again but Obey Wan rudely interupted us, "Sorry to interupt, Y/n, I need to talk to you. You can bring Luke if you want to, it looks like you two are very close" I felt anger rise up in me. I couldn't help but raise my hand and choke him using the force. I rose him up in the air and watched him squirm. "Y/n! Put him down! Your killing him!" Luke was shouting at me but I just ignored him and watched the life drain from Obi Wan's eyes. Someting pulled me from my blood-thirsty daze and pushed me onto the ground. I looked down and figured out that Luke had tackeled me to stop me from killing Obi Wan. "Luke! Why did you do that?! I had him! I almost killed him!" Obi Wan was on the ground and breathing heavily, Han, Chewbacca and Leia saw the whole thing go down and looked at me like I was crazy. Luke got off me and stepped back and looked at me in the same way as the others. I couldn't take it anymore and I ran off. I didn't know where to go so I just ran to the bathroom again.

I tried to use the force to contact my dad. "Dad, are you there, I need you. Please, dad" Nothing. I kept trying, and kept failing. I couldn't bring myself to face them. They're probably all scarred of me or hate me now. To be honest, I would be scarred of me too. I mean it would be hard to not to be, I'm a freak and a monster. No one could ever like someone like me. Let alone trust me. No one ever has, not even my own farther. If he did why would he keep me in my room all the time. At least he taught me how to use the force to heart and kill people. If anything he's scarred of the monster he created. I grabbed the knife on my belt and sat on the toilet (cover down) and cut my arm. Blood came out of my arm and joined the rest of the cuts I had made during my solitude. That's when Obi Wan opened the door. "Oh Y/n" he came over to me and ppulled my sleave back to get a better look ay my arm. While he was inspecting my arm Luke came into the bathroom, since the door was open wide.