drama life

【7】

↬ Janette P.O.V.

I kinda regret having Larisa talk to Jonathan..
She seemed to like to hang out with him and same with Jonathan. But soon I found out that he was "gay". This hurt me. But I didn't know it was a lie all this time. It hurt me for several reasons.
1, I like this guy. 2, what he did to me didn't mean anything.
He would make me look into his eyes. At first I didn't like it at all. I don't now but, I dunno. So after my friend Lexi have me a bunch of "stupid" dares to hug Jonathan. The fact that he hugged my back unlike some others, made me feel happy, for some reason. But there was one day, or night, Andy, Jonathan, and I went to a place called Great Skate. It was just the 3 of us no parents nada. And i didn't feel like skating. I wanted to play at the arcade. So i went with Andy while Jonathan skated. I thought of my life decisions there which was a dumb time to do so. Andy left to skate with others so I was alone. For a few minutes later I felt like someone was staring at me. And I think it was Jonathan. I would look around and he was looking at me. But i quickly just ignored it.  I was playing and i had a hard time trying to figure out how to win the game when I see Jonathan skate near me. He crashed and i though it was funny. I was going to help but he managed to get up. At that point I saw a few guys I used to talk to back then and we're talking to me and helping me figure out how to play. Then Jonathan does something, The way he stood made me uncomfortable. He had his hand on the game and his was body was facing me. I felt really uncomfortable, so i decided to move games. I said
"Imma go to that one"
And left he followed. While following he put his hand on my back. I walked quicker I was not comfortable at all. And he saw I gave him a few coin so he could play and he did then left. I was shook.
It was a few days later when I found out something that would make me even worse.
"Andy what's wrong with Larisa?"
"Um i dunno if i should tell you.."
"Just tell me i won't tell"
"It's not about me, in fact I have nothing to do with this"
"It's alright just tell me"
"Fine. Larisa and Jonathan are dating"
I wanted to cry. I felt lied to. Those thing Jonathan said we're never true.
"Jonathan was never gay"
I wanted to tell Andy everything, but I couldn't. So I faked a smile and said,
"For real?! Dang no wonder"
"Yeah. Just don't make it akaward"
"Ok ok"
I went with Larisa and we talked like if I didn't know anything.