#ILYG Chapter 1
"Louve, hindi na ba talaga magbabago ang desisyon mo? Take it easy and make sure you won't make any regrets...Also, let me know if you ever changed your mind." My doctor told me.
I was diagnosed with a terminal disease. Normally, you would feel devastated right? You would think if there is any chance to cure your disease.... But in my case, i already expected this. I don't want to be treated since there's no much i can do... all i want from now is to live my remaining time to the fullest.
"I will."
I don't have any family, friends or special someone to lean on.
"Looks like we can be together anytime soon, mom and dad." I said as i got home from the hospital.
"Live my remaining time to the fullest huh? So what are the things i want to do."
"Matutong magluto? Mag walwal? Mag bar? Makipag make-out or should i go for a one night stand?" I looked like an idiot laughing alone while writing the idiotic things i imagine.
Well, hindi naman masama ang mga bagay na gusto kong gawin. Buong buhay ko, hindi man lang ako nakapag socialize sa mga tao... I was alone.
Because I choose to.
"Louve, Sorry for the sudden call, i know you're resting but i have a good news... Yung libro na kakapublished lang natin? It's already sold out!" My assistant excitingly said.
"Omg! Congrats Louvelle, the company wants to throw a party or something. You should go! Para makalanghap ka naman ng ibang hangin." My assistant Shaun who never fail to nag me
"They also looking forward to work with you again!"
"Shaun, I'm quitting."
"WHAT!? Nababaliw kana ba Louvelle? You're a top star! Everyone loves your novels, your books."
"Shaun, this will be the last time I'm writing a book. I'll inform the company soon. Thank you for the hard work, Shaun."
"Louvelle? Wag mong sabihin na...." i cut off the call.
It's not that i hate my work. I just want to do the things i want to do before i left... Luna Louve will always be remembered in the books i wrote, just like the others.
Shaun didn't bother me for after a call. He knew somethings wrong. Pero ayokong kaawaan ako. Ayokong masaktan sila kapag nawala ako. If that's the case then i will continue fighting yet i don't want that. I'm alone and use to be alone anyway...
"LOUVELLE MY FRIEND!" I was shook as i saw Shaun outside my house
"Shaun? Anong ginagawa mo dito? Sino yang bata na yan? Wag mong sabihin sakin jowa mo yan? Pedo ka ghurl." Yes, you heard it right. Shaun is a gay. Kaya hindi magkakaroon ng something sa amin.
"Echosera ka ghurl! Anak ng friend ko, si Claude. Wala kase siyang matutuluyan, hindi pwede sa apartment kase alam mo naman yung tenant ko don. Baka pwede muna jan sayo." Echosera tong baklang to, anong tingin niya sa bahay ko. Mukha pang high school tong binitbit niya dito... Baka isipin ng mga chismosang kapitbahay tinanan ko tong batang to.
"I'm 22."
I look at him.
"5 years younger." I whisper to myself.
"Hindi ako magtatagal. I just need some place to stay." Claude added.
I smiled and nod.
Pagkatapos kong pumayag. Literal na hinila ako ng bakla kong kaibigan papunta sa kwarto ko.
"Drew Louvelle? Is there something wrong? Bakit ka mag quiquit? Alam kong matagal kana sa industriya na to. Pero why? Anong nangyari sa check up mo nung nakaraan? Be honest with me sissy."
"I want to travel." I answered while smilling and i knew Claude will never believe me.
"You're lying Drew Louvelle. I knew you're fvcking lying. Tell me. Nag aalala ako sayo."
"Tanga ang seryoso mo. Totoo kase. Sama sana kita, kaso maarte ka." I said jokingly to lift up the mood but Shaun remained serious.
"Is this all about your terminal disease? Tell me. How much time do you left?" I become serious this time.
"Please do the treatment." He said then left.
