Things Are Different

intro

Where do the hell do I even start. (Names are changed)

There is this dude (Nate) that I  fell in love with. He was tall, cute, with the most sexist smile ever known to man. He is a grade under me,  with me being a senior him being a junior. Nate meant everything to me I gave this dude my heart. (way to soon).  We both played games on each other. He would go around talking to other girls and with me being in love with him I would fall right back into his arms. We never made a promise that we would ever be together. We were together but not at the same time. But right before we went on christmas break he asked me before I left for my flight to New York, he wanted to try and see if we can be a ‘’couple’’ I  never said anything about agreeing to it. I rushed out the door and told him I had to go, I hugged and kissed his cheek goodbye. While I sat in my car I wonder was he being serious or was he just trying to play with my feelings.