Quick disclaimer : this scenario talks about mental health issues like depression, axiety and suicidal thoughts and if you're uncomfortable with it I suggest you skip this part.
You were depressed it was no secret... well at least not to you. Your boyfriend taehyung was at practice and you were at home. He had no idea what you were going though , he never suspected that anything was wrong because you would always hide it. And for the most part , he would've helped you through this if he knew.
So now you're standing on the cold kitchen tiles with a butcher knife on the counter in front of you. Just staring at the long, sharp blade that you would soon harm yourself with.
You held the knife in your shaking hand and did what you needed to do. It was the only way you knew how to deal with the pain. There it was the knife left your hands and fell to the floor scattering the blood from your wrists everywhere. You stood there clutching your upper left hand and just then you heard taehyung's car in the drive way.
You grabbed a dish rag from the kitchen cupboard and wiped everything up , just then you heard the car door close. You sprinted up the stairs of yours and taehyung's apartment and cleaned up the wound as best as you could and threw his hoodie over yourself in attempt to hide your bandaged wrist. Just as you sat on the couch and put the TV on to make it look less suspicious , he entered.
You practically jumped up into his arms while he gently kissed you're cheek you felt like everything was perfect just for a second , before he held your hand when his index finger unpurposefully brushed against the bandage. Till now taehyung's oversized hoodie that you had been wearing in attempt to hide you're bleeding wrist , did a pretty good job of hiding the wound.
"Babe , what's this? " he lightly grabbed your hand and lifted your sleeve up seeing the dark crimson patch of blood staining on the bandage. "Y/n did you do this to yourself ?" Taehyung asked in a calm yet very conserned tone. All you could do was stare. You saw that it hurt him to see you like this. You just broke down. You couldn't handle it anymore.
You fell to the ground balling your eyes out. Taehyung bent down and pulled you over his lap , stroking your hair in attempt to calm you down. "Y/N , why did you do this. Am I enough? Please if your thinking about things like this talk to me. I love you." "Listen taehyung , I do love you , you're more than enough. I've just been feeling so worthless and stuiped these past couple months and it hurt. I didn't want to burden you with my problems. I'm sorry and ill talk to you next time." You said, in a shaky weak voice. "I love you" Taehyung whispered just so you could hear it. "I love you too tae" and with that everything was perfect again. You nor taehyung would've wanted it any other way.
This was my first ever time writing so be as harsh as you want. Jk but seriously tho hope you guys like it.
-Eliza, ●♡●♡●♡●♡●
