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run to you

Sofia pov

I can't stop thinking about y/n and our relationship if you can call it that. We've wrapped up filming for the perfectionist unfortunately we didn't get renewed for season 2 but y/n and I still hang out alot sometimes I hang out Landon to. So today I have built up the courage to confront her.

"Hey y/n can we talk" " yeah" "so this,us what are we exactly" she looks at me confused "what do you mean we are just friends" I scoff "just friends? I sure friend don't have sex with eachother!" Y/n looks so confused how does she not get this it's so simple to figure out "Sofia where if all this coming from" "y/n I can't stay with you in this...in this grey area!" I see a change in her mood "what grey area!? Your the one who asked for no feelings I'm just agreeing with it" "I know I did! But I also know I'm leaving here in love or broken hearted!" If she doesn't realise that I'm basically confessing my love to her than she is a idiot  "What the hell sofia!?" "Have you ever realised that you don't feel my touch unless it's naked!?" "Of course I have Sofia I have thought about this some many times!" Ok this has become worst then I thought it would "you literally just see me as some one your messing up nothing else!" She roles her eyes and scoffs "that's not true!" "I don't need this but you have a golden touch that why I'm always coming im scared I'll say to much!" "You could of told me this a year ago you've had so many times to say everything!"

It's true I have had many chances and maybe this wasn't the best time to confront her

Flashback

This is the day I'll tell y/n how I feel ok Sofia you can do this "hey y/n can I talk to you" "just a sec" she says finishing a text "ok I'm all yours" she says putting her phone away "I like..." I freeze knowing I'm going to fuck up "you like" she says raising her eyebrow "cookie dough ice cream it's my favourite" she lets out a cute chuckle "that's Landon's favourite to I prefer cookies and cream" she says "cool" I say with a small smile.

End of flashback

And that's not the only time I have tried telling her.

Flashback
Ok second times the charm or is it third? That doesn't matter right now "ok y/n I'm going to tell you something really important" she nods her head "I love..." I freeze why can't I fucking speak like what the actual hell "pasta!" I shout no I meant you no! "Yeah you told me literally yesterday, sof is everything ok?" "Yeah everything is perfect" I say faking a smile.

End of flashback

Then there is this morning when I was talking to the mirror about this.

Flashback

"So y/n I really like you, no! Ok don't say that Sofia, ok so y/n your amazing im in love no not that,I love you! No no that either how about let's stop hooking up and date shit no,I really like you fuck no, roses are red violets are blue and I love you! Nope that was cringy. I'm in love no she'll be so confused, ok Sofia just talk to her tell her don't practice she might say yes or she'll reject me I haven't thought about that oh no!"

End of flashback

Now that I think about it I should of practiced.

"You started this y/n you finish it" she scoffs "first of all I didn't start this and second of all I'll finish it goodbye Sofia" she storms out my apartment and slams the door "you ok" Paulina asks as I start crying in her arms.

Y/n's POV

"So she told you she likes you and you rejected her" Stacey asks,what no she did not tell me she likes me not at all "what no she didn't" I say "yes she said she's either leaving here in love or broken hearted" wait what I'm am so so confused right now "what?" "She Is love with you idiot!" She screams in my face.

In love or broken...oh shit I fucked up big time "oh my god I'm such I idiot" I say as Stacey nods "I realised that the day you where born" this really isn't the time to joke Stacey I messed up "ok wait you love her right" "yes" I say,where is this going  "why haven't you told her yet" that's right why haven't I "I'm scared the last time I told someone that they..." Stacey grabs my hands "Sofia isn't like her ok she won't hurt you like that and I'll make sure of it, I'm your big sister I'll always protect you" "thank you" "now we have to wait until the storm is over so you can get your lover back" no I can't wait I have to get her back now "no I'm going now" "what! Y/n are you crazy there's no way all the roads are blocked and traffic is going to be bad" that's true,shit think,think "I'll run" "no!".

To late I'm already out the door running at full speed if sofia doesn't forgive me then not only did I loose the best thing in my life but also might get hypothermia from this rain but that's not the point.
Cue dramatic song it's freezing what was I thinking I'm actually dieing help.

I make it to Sofia apartment not only soaking but out of breath "I should of waited" I knock on the door and Paulina opens but immediately closes but I stop her "she doesn't want to see you" she says giving me a angry look "please I ran all this way just for her " I ask with the puppy dog eyes "fine". Two minutes later she comes out with Sofia "what do you want" "I was a idiot I didn't realize what you were saying till it was to late" Sofia doesn't look impressed "the truth is I'm scared" "scared of what?" "Falling in love but especially falling in love with you,I'm scared you will break my heart and I'll loose you the best thing that ever happened to me" "what are you trying to say?" "I love you Sofia with all my heart" she smiles at me,did I do it "I love you to" she leans in and kisses me! Yay I did it "who hurt you?" She asks with a smile "someone but doesn't matter anymore" "your shivering what happened" "I ran in the rain" she laughs "just to tell me this" I nod laughing softly "that's very romantic of you" she says stroking my cheek "if this is anything like what jack felt on the Titanic I actually feel bad for him" she laughs "does this mean we're together?" "Together for ever".