you know she feels so fucking stupid
She can't believe that she let herself
Think anyone as cute and sweet as him would be into her
Why would he like her
She's young and weird
She has her own personality that stands out
Maybe she came onto strong and that's why
He didn't like her
Maybe it's because she has never been in a relationship
And maybe he's scared but that's not likely
Maybe he can't handle the fact that she has problems
She would hide them she would keep them from him if that
Was the issue if that's what caused him to leave her
Maybe it's because she gets jealous
He doesn't know why he doesn't know that she doesn't trust easy
And that she has been hurt by people before
He doesn't know that because she doesn't talk about it and of course
He's not the type to text first it's always her
And maybe she should have taken that as a sign
You know the big red flag saying this is not going to end well for you
But no she just kept falling for him
Because he's cute and sweet and funny
And he's everything that she could ask for
And you know what they say if it seems too good to be true it
Probably is
And she didnt want to believe that that's the case
She should have it would have saved her the heartache
Would have saved her the wandering of why he did this
Why would he say that he likes her and then do this
Why would he say shes hot and do this
Why would he say that shes cute and do this
The only conclusion that she can come up with
Is that its something she did
What the hell did she do
Was she too strong was she too weird
Was she to ugly
All those are probably the reason she knows that
She is not pretty enough and that she could have tried harder to look better
That she could have tried to tone down her strong personality
That she could have tried to not be so weird and strange
Shes a fucking freak and she knows that beucase thats all shes ever hear
She's been told that she's not normal and that no one is going to ever love her or like her
And this just makes her feel even more like that is true
She feels even more alone now than she has in a long time
She wants to cry but can't she wants to scream but can't
And she wants to run and hide from this mess and she cant
And that's hard for her to deal with
She doesn't want to think that no one is going to love her even if its the truth
God she fell for the player and she feels so fucking stupid
