Unfortunate ✨ SM

Chapter 14

We had arrived at our beach house it was beautiful every one got out of the big van we had rented and started grabbin their luggage and ran inside and tried to pick a room there were two master bedrooms me and addi both got one since we were the only girls there of course jack and Addison shared a room and I had my room all to myself till Jordan came and it was only Friday night when we got there all the boys fought about who was gonna get what room they all had their own rooms Addison and jack were down stairs in the bedroom that was like under ground and it was honestly so cool but I chose the upstairs room and of course shawn would chose the one right down the hall from mine . We all ate dinner and went to our rooms " goodnight" everybody yelled to each other it was quite every one had been laying in bed when I heard someone knock quietly on my bedroom door "come in" I said the door opened slowly to reveal shawn "hey can we talk?" He said standing by the door "umm sure?" I said as he closed the door behind him he walked over to me and sat in front of me on my bed "so what did you wanna talk about" I said moving back farther from him "I'm just gonna get to the point" he said rubbing the back of his neck and sighing "I'm sorry for kissing you and ignoring you I regret it so much" he said looking up at me " you regret kissing me?" I said I felt my eyes get watery " what no I didn't mean it like that" he said grabbing my hand "I regret ignoring you and I've never felt that kind of spark when we kissed" he said rubbing his thumb against the back of my hand "what about Camilla?" I said slowly taking my hand out of his "she dosent matter I want you sage don't you see that" he said sternly "so y'all broke up?" I said raising my eyebrows "not exactly but" before he could finish "exactly!" I said getting up from my bed walking towards the door but before I could reach the door he grabbed me and pulled me towards him "sage I want you ! And I plan on breaking up with her for good I promise" he said looking deep into my eyes " when tho shawn " I said as I felt my self starting to tear up " soon I promise" he said pulling my head up to look at him he leaned in to kiss me but I moved my head and said "I can't do this to Jordan" I tried to not look at him but he had this I don't know how to explain it but it made me wanna Stare into his eyes "sage you know you want to" he said putting my hair behind my ear he leaned in as I leaned in our lips connected and we kissed It felt so good but the next thing I knew the door was opening "hey sage do you.." me and shawn turned to see Addison at the door "I umm should probably umm go to my room" shawn said rubbing the back of his neck and walking towards the door "goodnight sage , goodnight addi" shawn said closing the door as he left the room I started to blush as Addison sat there in confusion "what was that?" She said raising her eyebrows "I umm don't know to be honest" I said as I touched my lips smiling at the fact that he kissed me and I kissed back it gave me butterflies "well you better explain in detail In the morning ...your lucky I have to get back to jack" she said rolling her eyes and walking out the door I laid in bed dreaming of how good that felt then my phone dinged with two text messages one from shawn and one from Jordan

I had totally forgot about Jordan and I didn't even care I was to focused on what had happened between me and shawn that I didn't care about anything else but now I have the  Choice of telling Jordan or not but I'd feel bad if I keep the truth from him but I don't know what to do I put my phone down without texting them back and laid  under my covers and fell asleep
Next morning................................
I woke up by Addison telling me brunch was ready I looked at my phone it was 11:30 I didn't even realized I slept in "okay I'll be down in a minute let me get ready "okay hurry tho before all the boys eat all the food" she said walking out the door  I was wearing black sweatpants and a black crop top and I left my hair down with it natural wave

I was walking towards downstairs when I heard Shawn talking to someone on the phone in his room i stoped to listen when I shouldn't have " I love you and can't wait to see you either cami baby" shawn said when I heard him say cami it hurt me I felt betrayed and felt stupid for letting  him tell me all that stuff last night and letting him kiss me I walked down stairs and tired to not care . I got to the kitchen to see Grayson and Johnson cooking for everyone "good morning sleepy head" Johnson said looking over his shoulder "good morning" I said rubbing my eyes with a slight smile ethan was sitting at the island " good morning e" I said sitting next to him " good morning sage" he said we all sat down to eat shawn hadn't come  down yet so we all sat at the big table having conversations what our plans were for the week I sat next to Johnson and ethan the next thing I knew shawn had walked down stairs I saw him come sit at the table and I looked back down at my food i scouted my chair back and stood up " thank you for breakfast J and gray" it was delicious I pushed in my chair and grabbed my plate "your welcome" Grayson and Johnson said at the same time I put my plate in the sink washing it off and walked up stairs I was about to lock my door when Addison busted in " what was that" she said shutting the door behind her "what was what" I said trying to act like I didn't know what she meant "sage stop acting stupid you know what I mean" she said rolling her eyes " ugh fine .... I heard shawn talking to Camilla this morning telling her he loved her and it made me upset and I honestly don't wanna see him all day today" I said crossing my arms and sitting on my bed Addison walked over and sat next to me " sage you just need to forget about him he's obviously not the one" she said looking at me " ugh I know but it's hard I've never really fallen for someone so quick before and I honestly don't know what to do" I said falling back on my bed " I think I know what you need" she paused standing up " were going out tonight" she said excited I sat up half way " I don't know..." before I could finish addi pulled me all the way up to were I was standing "were going no If and butts about it now get dressed we're going to find a cute outfit for tonight" she said pushing me to the bathroom " alright alright" I said laughing as I started getting ready