Ignored & Loved (Jedidiah Love Story) 3

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🐎Chapter 3🐎
I was at the house outside sitting on the bench swing. I heard sounds & followed it. I saw this beautiful black horse:

I went up to it after I got a carrot

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I went up to it after I got a carrot. I offered him the carrot & it followed me back. I found a red & black halter & put it on the horse. "Bubba!" I yelled excited. Bubba came out seeing the horse. He came over & petted it's head. "I need to clean out a stall for him." I said putting it in a fenced in area where he could run around. I followed Bubba as we cleaned a stall out for him. I had ordered horse food treats & riding tack. We had tons of hay so I wasn't worried about that. I put the food in a feeder & water in another inside the stall. I brought him inside the stall closing the door locking it. Bubba stood with me. "I'll name you Shadow." I said signing his name. He nodded his big head as he liked it. I left with Bubba as the others arrived. "You see very happy Samhain. Whats gotten into ya?" Dray asked. "I'll show you all." I said running to the barn. I put the lead on Shadows halter & led him out the barn. The rest of the family stood shocked seeing him. "This is Shadow. I found him earlier today." I said. "He's beautiful Samhain." Mama said rubbing him. "Can I keep him?" I asked. "Of course. He makes you happy." Dray grinned. I hugged him excited & hugged Shadow. I put Shadow up for the night & planned on making a bigger pasture for him & painting it.

The next day I put Shadow in the only gated pasture here. I found a the perfect spot on the property & got to work painting the wood. The panels are red & the posts are black. I sat down to take a break. The guys said they'd help put it together. After 2 days of painting & 3 days of it drying Drayton Bubba & Nubs helped put it together. I took Shadow inside & he ran around loving the bigger space. We got the ac working in the barn. We went inside to eat dinner. Afterwards I put Shadow away for the night making sure he had enough fresh food & water & cleaned his stall out. I showered falling asleep on my bed. Bubba came in covering me up & laid with me.

I got dressed:

I put Shadows tack on & dreaded to Drayton's gas station

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I put Shadows tack on & dreaded to Drayton's gas station. I got there & put Shadow on a shaded area with a bucket of water for him. I went inside looking for Dray. I saw him come from the back. "Can you run the front for me?" Dray asked. "Sure." I said going behind the counter. "How did you get here so fast?" Drayton asked. "Shadow" I grinned. Dray laughed going in the back. I saw a fresh carrot & went to Shadow. I fed him as a car pulled in. I rubbed Shadow splashing some water on him to cool him off. "Hey. Is that your horse?" A guy asked coming over with 3 others. "What do you think?" I asked him heading inside. They followed me as I went behind the counter. "We were needing some gas. I'm Billy. These are my friends, Andy, Tasha Ned & Janet." Billy said. "No gas here. Won't get another shipment until sometime next week." I said to him. "But you're the only gas station for miles." Billy said. "Look I'm sorry. But we have none." I said to him crossing my arms. "Well I wouldn't buy anything from a freak anyway." Tasha said rudely. "Honey have you checked a mirror lately? You would be lucky they don't laugh & mirrors don't lie." I said to her. She looked shocked at my comeback. "Tasha shut up! Sorry bout her." Andy said. "Can't help she's stupid." I said shrugging. "Well thanks for the help." Billy said. "We never got your name." Andy said. "Samhain." I said. "Thanks Samhain." Janet said as they left. I growled as Drayton came in. "Well you handled that very well. Tasha was speechless. I'll give Mama a call. Go ahead & head home." Dray said. I nodded still seeing the group near. I got on Shadow as Andy pointed to me. I took off with Shadow in a gallop & purposefully made dirt hit Tasha as Shadow passed by. I laughed as I ran home. Once I got to the house Bubba Uncle Monty & Mama came out. "Dray said a group of teens gave you a hard time." Mama said coming over with Bubba. "Just a girl named Tasha." I said dismounting Shadow & kissed Bubba. I took Shadow to the barn & gave him a bath & put him in his stall to relax. "See you later buddy" I said leaving the barn. I went inside as the group pulled up. Dray had arrived before them. Bubba had my car hidden in the back since I have Shadow. I was outside while the family was inside the house. Billy & his friends got out the car. Tasha saw me first as she broke from the group. The others were inside the house getting killed. Tasha pushed me as I sat up glaring at her. I stood up ready to fight. "Time to teach you respect." Tasha said. "Respect is earned. Not given." I said to her. She huffed trying to slap me. I dodged kicking her in the stomach. She groaned getting up as I punched her unconscious. I dragged her inside seeing Janet already tied to a chair. Bubba took Tasha from me tying her up. "You got her good Samhain." Nubs said laughing. "She tried to sneak attack & pushed me thinking I'd get stunned." I said hugging Bubba. He hugged back making sounds. We waited for the girls to wake up as we ate dinner. Not long after they woke up freaked out. We taunted them a bit & Bubba took them down to the basement. I sat down & sang a song:

"I can't quite contain or explain my evil ways
Or explain why I'm not sane
All I can say is this is your warning
I can't quite contain or explain my evil ways
Or explain why I'm not sane
All I can say is this is your warning, duality

I have a confession that you will not believe
That you could not perceive this freak, gonna set it off
I have a confession, of a side that I hide
It's a cloak or disguise unleashed, gonna get it off

No, I'll never get away
'Cause if I try to stray
It only holds me closer
No, I'll never get away
I love it anyway
I'll never stop

I can't quite contain or explain my evil ways
Or explain why I'm not sane
All I can say is this is your warning
I can't quite contain or explain my evil ways
Or explain why I'm not sane
All I can say is this is your warning, duality

I have an impression, in the back of my mind
For the black in my tie contains all your dirty thoughts
Make me an obsession, when you lock me inside
For the ride of your life unleashed, gonna get it off

No, can't count the list of things
I know are wrong with me
No need to justify them
No, I'll never take the blame
So I'll just stay the same
I'll never stop

I can't quite contain or explain my evil ways
Or explain why I'm not sane
All I can say is this is your warning
I can't quite contain or explain my evil ways
Or explain why I'm not sane
All I can say is this is your warning, duality

I am good, I am evil
I am solace, I am chaos
I am human, and that's all I've ever wanted to be

No, can't count the list of things
I know are wrong with me
No need to justify them
No, I'll never get away
I love it any way
I'll never stop

I can't quite contain or explain my evil ways
Or explain why I'm not sane
All I can say is this is your warning
I can't quite contain or explain my evil ways
Or explain why I'm not sane
All I can say is this is your warning, duality." I finished as Bubba made sounds. He signed another. I nodded thinking & sang:

"Take this fucking knife
Out of my back now!
I'm through being the laughter of your
Damn Joke!
You should have killed me
When you fucked me over
When I find you, hands around your neck,
And start to choke.

I wanna see you plead and scream,
And cry to God.

'Cause I lost it all
I have no reason
To live with you
Only he can guess what I'm going to do to you.
Just remember,
I don't get mad,
I get even!

Because of you I disconnect,
This mess is all that's left of me,
Because of you I disconnect.
I'm killing you now!

Get down on your knees,
I wanna see you beg!
Tears building up here,
Before me!
I'm gonna tear you up!
I'm gonna break you down.
I'm gonna show you my pain
And misery!

Here I am in this lonely place,
Without you.
Now I'm alone and I'm forgetting

I
Have
Become
You!

Only he can guess what I'm going do to you.
Just remember,
I don't get mad,
I get even!

Because of you I disconnect,
This mess is all that's." I finished as Bubba packed the meat. We headed upstairs & cuddled together as we fell asleep.

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⏰ Last updated: May 30, 2020 ⏰

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