Maihua Lee- Scintilla

prologue

"Her smile, damn it. Just her smile could make me go crazy. I would sell my soul for a few moments with her.

I knew she was going to break my heart but  I couldn't help myself anyway.

She has something that really makes her unique. I can't describe what is it but I know that everytime she hurts me I will come back."

"If darkness it's only the absence of light then loneliness it's the absence of love" my best friend yelled trying to give me explanations.

"Whatever you say" I answered annoyed because she disturbed me from my thoughts.

"But love?What is love?" She yelled again, and the first thing that crossed my mind was her name. Maihua. I just looked at my best friend waiting to say another theory she made up.

"I don't know, you tell me" I said after a few minutes of waiting. I knew my best friend was going to say something about her, about how what I felt for her wasn't love. I knew. I knew. I knew. Damn it. I knew.

"Love doesn't exist. And you're sad again. She doesn't deserve this. Didn't you see her behavior?" she pulled me closer trying to hug me while I just sat there like I was made of glass.

I heard those thing before. I heard everything. But I also know what I felt. Nobody made me feel that way, but her. But I guess I wasn't good enough, was I? I miss her, but she will never come back. At least I know that I tried twice.

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I dont really think somebody will read this because it's bullshit but it's something that happened and it's sad.
I think that if somebody will read this I would really love an opinion because this thing it's still in my head.
And yeah, it's a fanf with Maihua Lee but just because I really like her. And also because I don't want my friends to know that I write about it. But I wish I met her.
Kissesssss, I hope somebody will read this. Im happy with 3 humans, I don't ask for more.