The love I had and didn't

Hospital

JJ pov
I made it back home early morning and Liam pick me up and took me straight to the hospital
When we got there everyone was there so I walk up to my twin and give her a hug and say hi to my dad and make my way to sky room
JJ- hey baby what's this I hear about u not taking ur medicine
S- dada dada
JJ- hey baby
I walk up to her and pick her up and tell Liam to get the doctor
D- so how was your birthday son
JJ- yeah it was good sorry I couldn't make it back
D- it's ok son I no u needed to get away but now u r back so we can have a family dinner
M- yeah that's a good idea I can call around and see who is free
Look who I find outside I turn around to see Janet and her husband him on his phone and Janet saying hi to everyone looking at him on his phone I'm reminded that I need to call Charlene I was so worried about sky I totally forgot
J- hey JJ how r u doing?
JJ- I'm good u
J- yeah I'm ok
JJ- oh by the way congratulation
J- thank u
After saying that I didn't feel the hurt I thought I would feel knowing that she is married and it's not to me
Doctor- hi u must be the dada this little one been crying for I'm doctor Jones
JJ- hey doc so what's wrong with her
DJ- it's just a bug she pick up but because she won't take the meds so she isn't feeling any better
JJ- do u want to get it for me and I'll try
DJ- ok
JJ- hey baby r u going to take meds for dada
S- dada dada
JJ- is that a yeah
The doctor came back with the med and I gave it to sky and she took it and drop right to sleep in my arm so I put her in the cot and made my way to go outside to call Charlene
M- JJ so about dinner
JJ- sorry have got to make a call
I walk out the room and call Charlene
C- hey baby u make it ok
JJ- yeah sorry I didn't call u before
C- it's ok I no u would want to get straight to the hospital, so how is she
JJ- she took her meds, the doctor said she pick up a bug, but now that she took her meds we just have to wait and see
C- but how r u doing
JJ- I'm ok
C- who is at the hospital with u
JJ- just about everybody
C- ur mum
JJ- yeah she is here
C- so have u talk to her
JJ- not really she want to have a family dinner
C- and u told her u r going right
JJ- I didn't answer
C- baby I think u should go
JJ- baby u no I can't do that not yet anyway
C- JJ
JJ- baby please let's just talk about something else
J- JJ can we talk
C- who is that
JJ-it's Janet
C- as in ur ex Janet
JJ- hold on a minute baby
JJ- I'm just on the phone Janet give me a few minutes
C- go talk to her and call me when u get home
JJ- I will, talk soon

Janet pov
JJ left the room and Lola look like she was about to cry
I feel so bad for her but I do understand why JJ is mad at her but that still is his mum
L- I told u josh he hates me
J- no he don't he told u he has to make a call
L- did u see he couldn't even look at me josh how can u say he don't hate me
J- I'll talk to him when he come back in
I sat and listen to Lola and josh talking and it break my heart because I no Lola got her fault but I no she love her kids
So I turn to my husband and told him I'll be right back
I make my way outside to find JJ and the phone and the way he was talking I could tell he was talking to a girl and he sound happy talking to her and for some reason that hurt me more than I would like to say
J- JJ can we talk
He talk for a bit with the girl I'm assuming is his girlfriend. And all I wanted to do was run back in sky room and hold my husband, hearing JJ talking to another woman like this hurts, even when he was with Michelle he didn't sound this happy. I must have space out because all I heard is JJ calling my name
JJ- Janet r u ok
J- yeah yeah I'm fine
JJ- so what is it u wanted to talk about
J- oh yeah ur mum
JJ- no disrespect Janet but this doesn't concern u
J- but it does
JJ- and how so please enlighten me
In all my life knowing JJ he has never talk to me this way and I don't understand why he is doing it now
J- JJ have known u and ur family for years and they are like my family to
JJ- but they r not ur family
J- u no what sorry this was a mistake
JJ- yeah u r right it was so if u will excuse me I want to go and kiss sky good bye and go home and get some sleep
With that he walk off the sky room leaving me looking on after him thinking what has happened to the man I loved r still love

Thank u all for all ur lovely comments I can't sleep so I'm up writing