There i am again .
Brusied and cut
Ive grown numb to pain at this point

I dont trust anyone either . I mean how could i . The guy that is meant to be my "forever boy" is my abuser and his friends are the people who lets just say like me a bit to much .

But here i am sat on my bed after escaping my abusive boyfriends house .

I dont know where my mom is . Probably sleeping with the man three houses down . My dad doesnt know and i pity him for it . Because is so obvious .

My father was a good man , the CEO of some company i never learned the name of . He didnt deserve it .

But hey sometimes life isnt fair .

Sometimes I would love it if i could make wishes . I remeber the last thing my older brother told me before he went to the front line . How if you make a wish at 11:11 it would come true . Thinking about it i never really tried .

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I checked the time 11: 09
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conveinent isnt it .
Thinking about what would i wish for though is a whole new thing .
I dont think a wish would get rid of my life . That seems to big, it would just get my hopes up to let me down again . So i guess i could wish for something to enjoy . Something little

I checked the time again. Just as i looked at the alarm clock it flicked to 11:11

" here goes nothing "

A took a large breathe
I closed my eyes and whispered the first thing that came to mind

" i wish i could sing "

Im not sure why that was my first choice . It just seemed nice
Upon opening my eyes the clock changed again . It now read 11:12

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I closed my eyes and fell asleep .
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13th july 2019

I woke up and realised what day it was .

My birthday

I HATE my birthday

Today is the day i turn 19

I treat this day like any other . I get dressed into .

Now im not gonna lie i was pretty privliged due to how hard my dad works

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Now im not gonna lie i was pretty privliged due to how hard my dad works .
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I grabbed my bag and headed out . Another perk of having a rich father was he liked to look good so i got my own credit card . For a shitty family . We seemed perfect . A couple in love . A son in the milatary . And a independent daughter .

Ugh it makes me sick

I walked the local park that my dad owned near where i lived . I took my normal route and ended up in cave behind the waterfall . It was my second home . I had bought plaster board and covered the walls so no spiders could get me , i had layed out blankets and cushions on the floors ontop of the flooring i put in myself and had a half finshed wall of art that i had been making .

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