Who Are You? - JJK [COMPLETED]

/Memory/

Happy New Year to everyone! I finally decided to update this story after 8 months, and during the beginning of 2020. Well anyways sorry for being slow with this but I'll try my best to keep this going. By the way, I know this chapter is supposed to be emotional, her talking about her past and all - but weirdly I wanted this to sound as casual as possible 🙂 IDK why. I find it funny. When she is talking try to imagine as if she is giving a presentation - that firm voice.

~Y/N's P.O.V~

"According to my aunt, when I was a year old, my mom came holding me in front of  my uncle's doorstep. Crying; possibly fake crying, I don't know the details." I looked at Jungkook.

"My dad died before I was born, so he escaped out of this. I wasn't his child anyways."

I paused dramatically.

Jungkook just blinked. I continued.

"I was created from the man my mom was having a ... thing with. But anyways, my mom came holding me in front of my uncle's doorstep and just gave me to them. And then said, "Please take care of my child." And then left. My aunt and uncle later came to know that she left me to be with the guy. The guy who is supposed to be responsible for me but didn't want to. If I find him, he wouldn't be breathing now. This story was told me when I was 14, which was when I started hating my mom for how selfish she behaved.

"I've always called my uncle 'dad' and my aunt 'mom,' until then. It broke me to find out. Even though they weren't my parents, they took care of me better than what my true parents would have treated me like. I've been loving my whole life as a lie, I'm a child to someone I don't even know of, I lived half of my life without knowing who I am, and then now I don't even know what kind of life I'm living and what's going on. One day, You just suddenly come up to me and say I'm your wife, my friends are suddenly acting weird, and I don't know what the hell is  going on with the whole reproductive system."
(✌️ I know that sounded shitty 😂 I want to change it but I won't).

"I don't know who loves me, who I'm supposed to accept, who's right, who's wrong."

"I do," Jungkook whispered.

"Huh?" I looked at him preparing myself to his obvious reply. (Prepare for the cringe ⚠️)

He looked into my eyes, and held his gaze.

"I love you."

I stared at him for a while, the started laughing.

"You're kind of too late don't you think!"

"No. I'm not. Whenever I wanted to get close to you, it was you that pushed me away. I gave up. So when you lost your memory, I took at as a second opportunity to prove to you I'm worthy." He sighed.

"Nothing changed about you though. And I want to say this to you. I've always loved you, I still do, and I will never change that. I may have been harsh, but I always wanted to make sure you're okay. And I hope you'll accept me. And if this foot long speech doesn't change your mind about me, well there's till time...I can...wait."

I smiled

"And however long will you wait?" I asked teasingly.

"Not long. I'm sure it won't take long for you accept me."

I smiled.

Who are you, Jeon Jungkook, to change my mind like this.
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~Y/N's P.O.V~

My mind went blank. Images of past events rushed through my mind. Jungkook, the marriage, arguments, apologies, anger - I could SEE every emotion we've shared.

"You really are my husband aren't you, you weren't lying." I said

"I don't know how else I can change the same words up to tell you a new answer but Yes, I am. I thought you weren't going to question that anymore."

I threw my arms around his neck.

"I don't know what happened but...do you know how it feels to get your memory back?"

Silence.

"It's not like I loose my memory every now and then... so how do I kn-"

He stopped and pulled me away.
I wanted to cry.

"I remember everything...I think I..."

Jungkook had his mouth open the slightest bit.

"I don't if I should be happy that you know me, or be ashamed because now you know how I treated you..."

"Be happy, I wouldn't want you to be sad."
He pulled me back into his arms again.

"I'm sorry if I had ever made you angry, or sad. I'm sorry I don't understand you better. It wasn't you that was too late. It was really me. I'm sorry. It's you that should truly decide if you have to accept me or not. Since it was all my fault." I confessed.

I love him, I realized, I was just too ignorant to know it.

"I love you," I said pulling away. "I guess that foot long speech r-really did change the way I-
His lips...crashed on to mine.

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