drama life

athours note

So yea.

I dunno wtf I just wrote but um I have a few things to say.

This book (if y'all haven't noticed yet) is about me. Everything in this book was from my view. And things did happen. Not many happy things have happened. And I'm going to make book 2.

The messages. So most of the texts are on my old phone, so I couldn't really put the exact words. I tried to get to the point of the texts. Some I didn't put bc it kinda hurt just looking at them.

My parents. So it kinda sad saying some of these but yea what I mentioned about my parents are true. My dad did threaten me to get hit with the belt, and in fact, when I was young about 4 I got hit with the belt. Thwy may not remember but I do. My parents are strict parents and if I do a little mistake I receive a lucture and maybe even to the point where I get grounded. I want to say more about them but I can't.

School. So In the past before 5th grade I had a friend who I don't really remember her name, we used to be best friends and we treated each other like sisters. We were close, until she met other kids. I was ok about her making other friends I didn't mind at all. But she slowly started going against me. She started to call me names and make fun of me for the things I did. Some times (I don't remember much because this was in 1st) she would just say shat about me. Later on she left me for "cooler" friends. I have lost many friends in the past due to things like they wanted other cooler friends or moved or they didn't like me anymore or for not reason.

Well and the crush thing. I uh hehe I dunno.

Honestly this book made me go in tears. And I kinda feel embarrassed about my own story. I dunno if I wrote it in enough details I think I didn't but oh well.

I hope y'all (kinda) liked this book 😐

Oof I gotta stop crying 😂